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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nP\u0159ijel jsem sem bez konkr\u00e9tn\u00edho pl\u00e1nu. Jen s pot\u0159ebou uniknout. Posledn\u00ed m\u011bs\u00edce byly t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 zp\u016fsobem, kter\u00fd se ned\u00e1 snadno vysv\u011btlit. Ne\u0161lo jen o smutek, ale o pr\u00e1zdno, kter\u00e9 se usadilo v ka\u017edodenn\u00edch v\u011bcech. V \u0161\u00e1lku k\u00e1vy, kter\u00fd jsem si r\u00e1no p\u0159ipravil jen pro sebe. V tichu bytu, kde kdysi zn\u011bl sm\u00edch. V drobn\u00fdch n\u00e1vyc\u00edch, kter\u00e9 jsem si ani neuv\u011bdomoval, dokud nezmizely.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Od chv\u00edle, kdy moje \u017eena zem\u0159ela, se tich\u00e1 m\u00edsta stala m\u00fdm \u00fato\u010di\u0161t\u011bm. Ne proto, \u017ee by bolest mizela, ale proto\u017ee v nich byla alespo\u0148 n\u011bjak\u00e1 forma klidu. M\u011bsto bylo p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 hlu\u010dn\u00e9, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 rychl\u00e9, p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 pln\u00e9 vzpom\u00ednek, kter\u00e9 nar\u00e1\u017eely do ka\u017ed\u00e9ho rohu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tady na pl\u00e1\u017ei to bylo jin\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mo\u0159e nemluvilo, ale p\u0159esto sd\u011blovalo v\u0161echno, co jsem pot\u0159eboval sly\u0161et. Jeho rytmus byl st\u00e1l\u00fd, neusp\u011bchan\u00fd, neodsuzuj\u00edc\u00ed. Jako by mi dovoloval b\u00fdt p\u0159esn\u011b takov\u00fd, jak\u00fd jsem byl \u2013 unaven\u00fd, ztracen\u00fd, ale st\u00e1le p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sed\u011bl jsem tam dlouho, ani\u017e bych sledoval \u010das. Lid\u00e9 kolem m\u011b p\u0159ich\u00e1zeli a odch\u00e1zeli. Rodiny s d\u011btmi stav\u011bly hrady z p\u00edsku, mlad\u00ed lid\u00e9 se sm\u00e1li a b\u011bhali po b\u0159ehu, n\u011bkdo h\u00e1zel do vody kameny, kter\u00e9 mizely s tich\u00fdm \u0161plouchnut\u00edm. \u017divot pokra\u010doval v\u0161ude kolem, ani\u017e by se zastavil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A p\u0159esto jsem m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee stoj\u00edm n\u011bkde stranou, jako pozorovatel, kter\u00fd se nedok\u00e1\u017ee zcela zapojit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vedle m\u011b si nakonec p\u0159isedl star\u0161\u00ed mu\u017e. Nev\u0161iml jsem si, odkud p\u0159i\u0161el. Prost\u011b tam najednou byl, s kloboukem na hlav\u011b a knihou v ruce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eKr\u00e1sn\u00e9 r\u00e1no,\u201c \u0159ekl klidn\u011b, ani\u017e by se na m\u011b pod\u00edval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0159ik\u00fdvl jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAno\u2026 je.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Chv\u00edli jsme ml\u010deli. On \u010detl, j\u00e1 sledoval mo\u0159e. M\u011bl jsem pocit, \u017ee ten rozhovor u\u017e mo\u017en\u00e1 ani nebude pokra\u010dovat, ale m\u00fdlil jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u010cek\u00e1te na n\u011bkoho?\u201c zeptal se po chv\u00edli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta ot\u00e1zka m\u011b p\u0159ekvapila. Ne proto, \u017ee by byla nepat\u0159i\u010dn\u00e1, ale proto\u017ee byla p\u0159esn\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNe,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl jsem nakonec. \u201eSp\u00ed\u0161 na to, a\u017e si srovn\u00e1m my\u0161lenky.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mu\u017e p\u0159ik\u00fdvl, jako by tomu dokonale rozum\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTo je n\u011bkdy t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e \u010dekat na lidi,\u201c \u0159ekl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Znovu jsme se pono\u0159ili do ticha. Ale tentokr\u00e1t nebylo pr\u00e1zdn\u00e9. Bylo sd\u00edlen\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nev\u00edm, pro\u010d jsem mu to za\u010dal vypr\u00e1v\u011bt. Mo\u017en\u00e1 proto, \u017ee mo\u0159e poslouchalo bez soudu, a on jen dopl\u0148oval ten tich\u00fd prostor, kter\u00fd jsem pot\u0159eboval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0158ekl jsem mu o sv\u00e9 \u017een\u011b. Ne v\u0161echno, ne najednou. Jen \u00fatr\u017eky. O jej\u00edm sm\u00edchu, kter\u00fd dok\u00e1zal zm\u011bnit atmosf\u00e9ru cel\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti. O jej\u00edm zvyku zp\u00edvat si potichu p\u0159i va\u0159en\u00ed. O tom, jak dok\u00e1zala naj\u00edt kr\u00e1su i v oby\u010dejn\u00fdch dnech, kter\u00e9 mn\u011b samotn\u00e9mu p\u0159ipadaly v\u0161edn\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mu\u017e poslouchal bez p\u0159eru\u0161en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e jsem domluvil, dlouho nic ne\u0159\u00edkal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pak zav\u0159el knihu a polo\u017eil ji vedle sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eV\u00ed\u0161,\u201c \u0159ekl nakonec, \u201emo\u0159e nevypad\u00e1 stejn\u011b ka\u017ed\u00fd den. Ale v\u017edycky je to po\u0159\u00e1d to sam\u00e9 mo\u0159e.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Neodpov\u011bd\u011bl jsem hned.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta v\u011bta ve mn\u011b z\u016fstala viset jako n\u011bco, co se ned\u00e1 snadno uchopit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCo t\u00edm mysl\u00edte?\u201c zeptal jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Usm\u00e1l se jemn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u017de ztr\u00e1ta m\u011bn\u00ed tvar \u017eivota. Ale ne jeho hloubku.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dlouho jsem o tom p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Slunce mezit\u00edm stoupalo v\u00fd\u0161 a p\u00edsek za\u010dal b\u00fdt teplej\u0161\u00ed. Lid\u00e9 na pl\u00e1\u017ei se pomalu p\u0159esouvali, n\u011bkter\u00e9 hlasy zes\u00edlily, jin\u00e9 utichly. Ale ten okam\u017eik mezi mnou a nezn\u00e1m\u00fdm mu\u017eem z\u016fstal zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u011b nehybn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne\u017e ode\u0161el, pod\u00edval se na m\u011b je\u0161t\u011b jednou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNe\u010dekej, \u017ee bolest zmiz\u00ed,\u201c \u0159ekl. \u201eNau\u010d\u00ed\u0161 se s n\u00ed \u017e\u00edt jinak.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A pak se zvedl a ode\u0161el tak ti\u0161e, jak p\u0159i\u0161el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Z\u016fstal jsem sed\u011bt je\u0161t\u011b dlouho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mo\u0159e se d\u00e1l vlnilo, v\u00edtr se nezm\u011bnil, sv\u011bt pokra\u010doval ve sv\u00e9m rytmu. Ale n\u011bco uvnit\u0159 m\u011b bylo jinak. Ne zmizel\u00e9, ne opraven\u00e9. Jen lehce posunut\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jako by n\u011bkdo na chv\u00edli otev\u0159el okno v m\u00edstnosti, kter\u00e1 byla p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 dlouho zav\u0159en\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A poprv\u00e9 po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b jsem nec\u00edtil jen pr\u00e1zdno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00edtil jsem i prostor.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Pl\u00e1\u017e byla toho r\u00e1na neobvykle klidn\u00e1. Jemn\u00e9 vlny se ti\u0161e p\u0159evalovaly na b\u0159eh a chladn\u00fd v\u00e1nek p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161el v\u016fni mo\u0159e, kter\u00e1 se m\u00edsila s \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5392,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5391","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":8,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5391","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5391"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5391\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5393,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5391\/revisions\/5393"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5392"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5391"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5391"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5391"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}