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<\/figure>\n<\/div>\n\n\nTankoval jsem pomalu, bez sp\u011bchu, jak jsem to d\u011blal v\u017edycky. V takov\u00fdch chv\u00edl\u00edch \u010dlov\u011bk obvykle nevn\u00edm\u00e1 okol\u00ed, jen rytmus drobn\u00fdch \u00fakon\u016f a vlastn\u00ed my\u0161lenky. Ale tentokr\u00e1t m\u011b n\u011bco p\u0159im\u011blo zvednout hlavu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Usly\u0161el jsem hlas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tich\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zlomen\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0159esouc\u00ed se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oto\u010dil jsem se a uvid\u011bl ji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mlad\u00e1 \u017eena st\u00e1la u mal\u00e9ho auta o n\u011bkolik metr\u016f d\u00e1l. Jej\u00ed ruce se t\u0159\u00e1sly tak siln\u011b, \u017ee sotva dr\u017eela v\u00ed\u010dko od n\u00e1dr\u017ee. O\u010di m\u011bla zarudl\u00e9, jako by plakala u\u017e dlouho, ne jen p\u00e1r minut. A v jej\u00edm v\u00fdrazu nebyl jen strach \u2014 byla tam panika, kter\u00e1 \u010dlov\u011bka sv\u00edr\u00e1 a\u017e do morku kost\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kdy\u017e jsem se k n\u00ed trochu p\u0159ibl\u00ed\u017eil, v\u0161iml jsem si, \u017ee nemluv\u00ed jen tak do pr\u00e1zdna. Prosila m\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePros\u00edm\u2026 p\u0159esta\u0148te\u2026 ne, necho\u010fte k tomu autu\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem nech\u00e1pal, co t\u00edm mysl\u00ed. Moje ruka z\u016fstala na pump\u011b, ale ztuhl jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCo se d\u011bje?\u201c zeptal jsem se klidn\u011b, jak jen to \u0161lo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00edvala se kolem sebe, jako by \u010dekala, \u017ee se ka\u017edou chv\u00edli n\u011bkdo objev\u00ed. Jej\u00ed hlas se l\u00e1mal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eM\u016fj p\u0159\u00edtel\u2026 on\u2026 on nesm\u00ed v\u011bd\u011bt, \u017ee tankuju sama\u2026 pros\u00edm\u2026 on m\u011b zabije kv\u016fli tomu, \u017ee mi n\u011bkdo pom\u00e1h\u00e1\u2026 pros\u00edm, jen odejd\u011bte\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Na chv\u00edli jsem jen st\u00e1l a poslouchal. V\u011bci, kter\u00e9 \u0159\u00edkala, ned\u00e1valy okam\u017eit\u011b smysl. Benz\u00edn. Auto. Strach. A p\u0159\u00edtel, kter\u00fd m\u011bl z\u0159ejm\u011b mnohem v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed kontrolu nad jej\u00edm \u017eivotem, ne\u017e by kdokoli m\u011bl m\u00edt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pohled na jej\u00ed ruce mi ale \u0159ekl v\u00edc ne\u017e jej\u00ed slova. Nebyla to oby\u010dejn\u00e1 nervozita. Nebyl to b\u011b\u017en\u00fd strach z konfliktu. Bylo to n\u011bco hlub\u0161\u00edho \u2014 dlouhodob\u00fd, nau\u010den\u00fd strach, kter\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk nos\u00ed v sob\u011b, kdy\u017e u\u017e si zvykl na hrozbu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sundal jsem ruku z pumpy a pomalu jsem se narovnal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNikdo v\u00e1m neubl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed,\u201c \u0159ekl jsem ti\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ale ona zavrt\u011bla hlavou tak prudce, a\u017e j\u00ed spadly vlasy do obli\u010deje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eVy to nech\u00e1pete\u2026 on je tady n\u011bkde\u2026 nebo se vr\u00e1t\u00ed\u2026 a jestli uvid\u00ed, \u017ee mi n\u011bkdo pom\u00e1hal\u2026\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Na okam\u017eik jsem se rozhl\u00e9dl po stanici. Nikdo jin\u00fd pobl\u00ed\u017e nebyl. Jen star\u00fd automat na k\u00e1vu, vzd\u00e1len\u00e9 auto u druh\u00e9ho stojanu a ticho, kter\u00e9 v takov\u00fdch situac\u00edch p\u016fsob\u00ed je\u0161t\u011b t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e hluk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vr\u00e1til jsem pohled zp\u011bt k n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A tehdy mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee nejde o benz\u00edn.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nejde o auto.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jde o strach, kter\u00fd j\u00ed n\u011bkdo dlouhodob\u011b v\u0161t\u00edpil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Opatrn\u011b jsem ud\u011blal krok zp\u011bt, abych ji nevyd\u011bsil je\u0161t\u011b v\u00edc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePoslouchejte m\u011b,\u201c \u0159ekl jsem klidn\u011b. \u201eJsem jen \u010dlov\u011bk, co tankuje. Nechci v\u00e1m ubl\u00ed\u017eit. Ale tohle\u2026 tohle, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1te, nen\u00ed v po\u0159\u00e1dku.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Jej\u00ed o\u010di se naplnily slzami znovu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eJ\u00e1 v\u00edm,\u201c za\u0161eptala. \u201eAle j\u00e1 nem\u00e1m kam j\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ta v\u011bta m\u011b zas\u00e1hla v\u00edc, ne\u017e bych \u010dekal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
St\u00e1l jsem u pumpy, v rukou po\u0159\u00e1d c\u00edtil pach benz\u00ednu, a najednou jsem m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee tohle m\u00edsto u\u017e nen\u00ed oby\u010dejn\u00e1 \u010derpac\u00ed stanice. Bylo to m\u00edsto, kde se na p\u00e1r minut st\u0159etly dva \u00fapln\u011b odli\u0161n\u00e9 sv\u011bty \u2014 m\u016fj, pln\u00fd silnic a svobody, a jej\u00ed, sev\u0159en\u00fd strachem, ze kter\u00e9ho nevid\u011bla cestu ven.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eM\u00e1te n\u011bkoho, komu m\u016f\u017eete zavolat?\u201c zeptal jsem se po chv\u00edli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zavrt\u011bla hlavou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eOn kontroluje v\u0161echno.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
V tu chv\u00edli jsem pochopil, \u017ee jak\u00e1koli prudk\u00e1 reakce by mohla situaci jen zhor\u0161it. Tak jsem ud\u011blal to jedin\u00e9, co d\u00e1valo smysl \u2014 z\u016fstal jsem klidn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0158ekl jsem j\u00ed, \u017ee nikam nesp\u011bch\u00e1m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u017de tady z\u016fstanu, dokud se nec\u00edt\u00ed aspo\u0148 trochu bezpe\u010dn\u011bji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u017de nemus\u00ed nic vysv\u011btlovat, pokud nechce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pomalu, velmi pomalu se jej\u00ed dech za\u010dal uklid\u0148ovat. St\u00e1le se d\u00edvala kolem sebe, ale u\u017e ne tak zoufale. Jako by moje p\u0159\u00edtomnost nebyla hrozba, ale aspo\u0148 mal\u00e1 ochrana p\u0159ed n\u011b\u010d\u00edm hor\u0161\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A zat\u00edmco moje motorka st\u00e1la vedle stojanu a posledn\u00ed kapky benz\u00ednu dopadaly do n\u00e1dr\u017ee, uv\u011bdomil jsem si n\u011bco jednoduch\u00e9ho, ale d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9ho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy \u010dlov\u011bk nepot\u0159ebuje velk\u00e1 \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u011bkdy sta\u010d\u00ed, \u017ee n\u011bkdo neodejde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u017de z\u016fstane st\u00e1t o p\u00e1r krok\u016f d\u00e1l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u017ee se zept\u00e1: \u201eJste v po\u0159\u00e1dku?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Proto\u017ee pr\u00e1v\u011b v takov\u00fdch chv\u00edl\u00edch se oby\u010dejn\u00e9 m\u00edsto jako \u010derpac\u00ed stanice m\u016f\u017ee st\u00e1t hranic\u00ed mezi strachem a nad\u011bj\u00ed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Bylo pozdn\u00ed odpoledne a \u010derpac\u00ed stanice na okraji m\u011bsta byla t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. V\u00edtr lehce rozh\u00fdb\u00e1val such\u00e9 listy kolem asfaltu a jedin\u00e9 zvuky, kter\u00e9 \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":5206,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-5205","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":2,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5205","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5205"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5205\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5207,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5205\/revisions\/5207"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5206"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5205"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5205"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5205"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}