{"id":4844,"date":"2026-04-08T05:12:30","date_gmt":"2026-04-08T04:12:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4844"},"modified":"2026-04-08T05:12:30","modified_gmt":"2026-04-08T04:12:30","slug":"je-mi-49-let-a-pracuji-na-nocnich-smenach-na-cerpaci-stanici-jsou-to-ty-smeny-kdy-je-ticho-temer-hmatatelne-a-kava-chutna-jako-by-uz-sama-byla-unavena-ze-zivota","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4844","title":{"rendered":"Je mi 49 let a pracuji na no\u010dn\u00edch sm\u011bn\u00e1ch na \u010derpac\u00ed stanici. Jsou to ty sm\u011bny, kdy je ticho t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 hmatateln\u00e9 a k\u00e1va chutn\u00e1, jako by u\u017e sama byla unaven\u00e1 ze \u017eivota."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Nikdy jsem si nemyslel, \u017ee skon\u010d\u00edm pr\u00e1v\u011b tady. Kdy\u017e jsem byl mlad\u0161\u00ed, m\u011bl jsem jin\u00e9 pl\u00e1ny \u2014 ne n\u011bjak velkolep\u00e9, ale p\u0159ece jen jin\u00e9. Cht\u011bl jsem m\u00edt stabiln\u00ed pr\u00e1ci, rodinu, norm\u00e1ln\u00ed rytmus dn\u016f a noc\u00ed. Jen\u017ee \u017eivot m\u00e1 zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed smysl pro humor. N\u011bco se pokaz\u00ed, pak dal\u0161\u00ed v\u011bc, a ne\u017e se nad\u011bjete, stoj\u00edte ve t\u0159i r\u00e1no za pultem, sledujete blikaj\u00edc\u00ed z\u00e1\u0159ivku a p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edte, kde p\u0159esn\u011b se to cel\u00e9 zvrtlo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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No\u010dn\u00ed sm\u011bny maj\u00ed svoje pravidla. Nepsan\u00e1, ale pevn\u00e1. Prvn\u00ed hodiny je\u0161t\u011b projde p\u00e1r z\u00e1kazn\u00edk\u016f \u2014 \u0159idi\u010di kamion\u016f, mlad\u00ed lid\u00e9 vracej\u00edc\u00ed se z ve\u010d\u00edrk\u016f, ob\u010das n\u011bkdo, kdo prost\u011b nem\u016f\u017ee sp\u00e1t. Po druh\u00e9 hodin\u011b se ale sv\u011bt zti\u0161\u00ed. Silnice se vypr\u00e1zdn\u00ed, zvuky ustoup\u00ed a z\u016fstane jen hu\u010den\u00ed lednice a ob\u010dasn\u00e9 cinknut\u00ed dve\u0159\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V t\u011bch chv\u00edl\u00edch se \u010das t\u00e1hne jinak. Pomaleji. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 minuta m\u00e1 v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed v\u00e1hu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u011bkdy si \u010dtu. N\u011bkdy jen sed\u00edm a d\u00edv\u00e1m se skrz sklo ven do tmy, kde se sv\u011btla aut objevuj\u00ed a miz\u00ed jako kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 z\u00e1blesky ciz\u00edch p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh\u016f. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm o lidech v t\u011bch autech. Kam jedou? P\u0159ed \u010d\u00edm ut\u00edkaj\u00ed? Nebo se naopak k n\u011b\u010demu vracej\u00ed?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jednou v noci, bylo to n\u011bkdy kolem p\u016fl \u010dtvrt\u00e9, zastavilo star\u00e9 auto. Nic zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edho \u2014 takov\u00fdch tu projede spousta. Ale \u0159idi\u010d nevystoupil hned. Sed\u011bl uvnit\u0159, motor b\u011b\u017eel, sv\u011btla sv\u00edtila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pozoroval jsem ho. Ne z podez\u0159en\u00ed, sp\u00ed\u0161 ze zvyku. V noci si \u010dlov\u011bk v\u0161\u00edm\u00e1 detail\u016f v\u00edc ne\u017e ve dne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po n\u011bkolika minut\u00e1ch kone\u010dn\u011b vystoupil. Mu\u017e kolem t\u0159ic\u00edtky, unaven\u00fd v\u00fdraz, poma\u010dkan\u00e1 ko\u0161ile. Ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159, vzal si k\u00e1vu a chv\u00edli jen st\u00e1l u pultu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eDlouh\u00e1 noc?\u201c zeptal jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval se na m\u011b, jako by ho p\u0159ekvapilo, \u017ee jsem promluvil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eJo,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl. \u201eAsi nejdel\u0161\u00ed v \u017eivot\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ik\u00fdvl jsem. Na takov\u00e9 odpov\u011bdi nen\u00ed pot\u0159eba moc slov.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zaplatil, ale neode\u0161el. M\u00edsto toho si sedl ke stolku u okna. Dr\u017eel kel\u00edmek v rukou, ale nepil. Jen se d\u00edval ven, stejn\u011b jako j\u00e1 p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eN\u011bkdy je zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed, jak se v\u0161echno zm\u011bn\u00ed b\u011bhem jedn\u00e9 noci,\u201c \u0159ekl po chv\u00edli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nev\u011bd\u011bl jsem, jestli to \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 mn\u011b, nebo sp\u00ed\u0161 s\u00e1m sob\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTo jo,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zasm\u00e1l se kr\u00e1tce, bez radosti. \u201eOpustila m\u011b. Jen tak. Po sedmi letech. \u0158ekla, \u017ee u\u017e to nec\u00edt\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Takov\u00e9 v\u011bty v noci zn\u011bj\u00ed jinak. Syrov\u011bji.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eA tak jedu,\u201c pokra\u010doval. \u201eAni nev\u00edm kam. Jen jedu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval jsem se na n\u011bj. V jeho o\u010d\u00edch byl ten zn\u00e1m\u00fd v\u00fdraz \u2014 sm\u011bs pr\u00e1zdnoty a chaosu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTo n\u011bkdy sta\u010d\u00ed,\u201c \u0159ekl jsem ti\u0161e. \u201eAspo\u0148 na chv\u00edli.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ik\u00fdvl. Tentokr\u00e1t u\u017e se napil k\u00e1vy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sed\u011bli jsme tam v tichu, dva ciz\u00ed lid\u00e9, spojen\u00ed jen t\u00edm, \u017ee noc byla dlouh\u00e1 a \u017eivot ob\u010das t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Po p\u00e1r minut\u00e1ch vstal. \u201eD\u00edky,\u201c \u0159ekl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eZa co?\u201c zeptal jsem se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pokr\u010dil rameny. \u201e\u017de jste nic ne\u0159\u00edkal nav\u00edc.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Usm\u00e1l jsem se. \u201eTo je n\u011bkdy to nejlep\u0161\u00ed, co \u010dlov\u011bk m\u016f\u017ee ud\u011blat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ode\u0161el. Motor znovu zabur\u00e1cel a sv\u011btla auta zmizela ve tm\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u016fstal jsem s\u00e1m. Jako v\u017edycky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval jsem se na hodiny. 3:47.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nalil jsem si dal\u0161\u00ed k\u00e1vu. Byla ho\u0159k\u00e1, siln\u00e1 a po\u0159\u00e1d chutnala, jako by u\u017e sama byla unaven\u00e1 ze \u017eivota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale p\u0159esto zah\u0159\u00e1la.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A n\u011bkdy je to v\u0161echno, co v tu chv\u00edli pot\u0159ebujete.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Nikdy jsem si nemyslel, \u017ee skon\u010d\u00edm pr\u00e1v\u011b tady. Kdy\u017e jsem byl mlad\u0161\u00ed, m\u011bl jsem jin\u00e9 pl\u00e1ny \u2014 ne n\u011bjak velkolep\u00e9, ale p\u0159ece jen \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4845,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4844","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":297,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4844","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4844"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4844\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4846,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4844\/revisions\/4846"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4845"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4844"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4844"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4844"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}