{"id":4430,"date":"2026-03-09T04:27:50","date_gmt":"2026-03-09T04:27:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4430"},"modified":"2026-03-09T04:27:50","modified_gmt":"2026-03-09T04:27:50","slug":"bolest-mi-pulzovala-v-podbrisku-jako-zhave-zelezo-sotva-par-hodin-po-cisarskem-rezu-jsem-lezela-na-luzku-v-nadstandardnim-pokoji-a-snazila-se-nadechnout-bez-toho-aby-se-mi-zatmelo-pred-ocima","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4430","title":{"rendered":"Bolest mi pulzovala v podb\u0159i\u0161ku jako \u017ehav\u00e9 \u017eelezo. Sotva p\u00e1r hodin po c\u00edsa\u0159sk\u00e9m \u0159ezu jsem le\u017eela na l\u016f\u017eku v nadstandardn\u00edm pokoji a sna\u017eila se nadechnout bez toho, aby se mi zatm\u011blo p\u0159ed o\u010dima."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>M\u00edstnost byla tich\u00e1, a\u017e nep\u0159irozen\u011b klidn\u00e1. B\u00edl\u00e9 st\u011bny, jemn\u00e9 sv\u011btlo lampy a tlumen\u00e9 p\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed monitoru vedle postele vytv\u00e1\u0159ely zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed atmosf\u00e9ru, kter\u00e1 p\u016fsobila t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nere\u00e1ln\u011b. M\u011bla jsem pocit, jako bych byla zav\u0159en\u00e1 v mal\u00e9 bublin\u011b odd\u011blen\u00e9 od zbytku sv\u011bta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"701\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/image-68.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4431\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/image-68.png 1024w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/image-68-300x205.png 300w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/03\/image-68-768x526.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 1024px) 100vw, 1024px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Ka\u017ed\u00fd n\u00e1dech byl pomal\u00fd a opatrn\u00fd. Kdy\u017e jsem se pokusila pohnout, t\u011blo mi okam\u017eit\u011b p\u0159ipomn\u011blo, \u017ee jsem p\u0159ed n\u011bkolika hodinami podstoupila operaci. L\u00e9ka\u0159i \u0159\u00edkali, \u017ee v\u0161echno prob\u011bhlo dob\u0159e. D\u00edt\u011b bylo zdrav\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jen\u017ee m\u00e9 t\u011blo o tom zat\u00edm nebylo p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zav\u0159ela jsem o\u010di a sna\u017eila se soust\u0159edit na jedinou v\u011bc \u2014 d\u00fdch\u00e1n\u00ed. N\u00e1dech. V\u00fddech. Pomalu, klidn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z chodby se ozval tich\u00fd zvuk krok\u016f. Dve\u0159e se lehce otev\u0159ely a dovnit\u0159 vstoupila zdravotn\u00ed sestra s mal\u00fdm voz\u00edkem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eJak se c\u00edt\u00edte?\u201c zeptala se ti\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pokusila jsem se usm\u00e1t, ale vy\u0161lo z toho jen slab\u00e9 pokr\u010den\u00ed rt\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eJako by m\u011b p\u0159ejel vlak,\u201c za\u0161eptala jsem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sestra se pousm\u00e1la. \u201eTo je po c\u00edsa\u0159sk\u00e9m \u0159ezu docela b\u011b\u017en\u00fd pocit.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zkontrolovala monitor, upravila infuzi a pak se na m\u011b pod\u00edvala s jemn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eChcete vid\u011bt sv\u00e9 miminko?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ta ot\u00e1zka m\u011b na chv\u00edli vytrhla z mlhy bolesti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eAno,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bla jsem t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 okam\u017eit\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O n\u011bkolik minut pozd\u011bji p\u0159ivezli malou post\u00fdlku na kole\u010dk\u00e1ch. V n\u00ed le\u017eelo to nejmen\u0161\u00ed stvo\u0159en\u00ed, jak\u00e9 jsem kdy vid\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Moje dcera.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u011bla zav\u0159en\u00e9 o\u010di a drobn\u00e9 ruce sev\u0159en\u00e9 do p\u011bsti\u010dek, jako by se je\u0161t\u011b dr\u017eela sv\u011bta, ze kter\u00e9ho pr\u00e1v\u011b p\u0159i\u0161la. Jej\u00ed dech byl tich\u00fd a pravideln\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sestra opatrn\u011b p\u0159isunula post\u00fdlku bl\u00ed\u017e k m\u00e9 posteli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eZkuste ji pohladit,\u201c \u0159ekla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nat\u00e1hla jsem ruku. Pohyb byl pomal\u00fd, opatrn\u00fd, ale nakonec jsem kone\u010dky prst\u016f dotkla jej\u00ed mal\u00e9 dlan\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A v tu chv\u00edli se stalo n\u011bco zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bolest nezmizela. T\u011blo st\u00e1le protestovalo p\u0159i ka\u017ed\u00e9m pohybu. Ale uvnit\u0159 m\u011b se n\u011bco zm\u011bnilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jako by se v m\u00edstnosti rozsv\u00edtilo jin\u00e9 sv\u011btlo \u2014 tich\u00e9, klidn\u00e9 a hlubok\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dcera lehce pohnula prsty a jej\u00ed mal\u00e1 ruka se sev\u0159ela kolem m\u00e9ho prstu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ten dotek byl tak jemn\u00fd, \u017ee by ho n\u011bkdo jin\u00fd mo\u017en\u00e1 ani nepost\u0159ehl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ale pro m\u011b m\u011bl s\u00edlu zastavit \u010das.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Najednou mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee v\u0161echno, co se stalo b\u011bhem posledn\u00edch hodin \u2014 bolest, strach, opera\u010dn\u00ed s\u00e1l, jasn\u00e1 sv\u011btla \u2014 vedlo pr\u00e1v\u011b k tomuto okam\u017eiku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Le\u017eela jsem na nemocni\u010dn\u00ed posteli, vy\u010derpan\u00e1 a slab\u00e1, ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 jsem c\u00edtila n\u011bco, co jsem nikdy p\u0159edt\u00edm neza\u017eila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zodpov\u011bdnost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>L\u00e1sku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed druh odvahy, kter\u00fd se rod\u00ed p\u0159esn\u011b v okam\u017eiku, kdy se narod\u00ed d\u00edt\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sestra ti\u0161e ode\u0161la z pokoje a nechala n\u00e1s tam samotn\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pod\u00edvala jsem se na svou dceru a poprv\u00e9 jsem si dovolila uv\u011b\u0159it, \u017ee i p\u0159es bolest a nejistotu zvl\u00e1dnu v\u0161echno, co p\u0159ijde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Proto\u017ee n\u011bkdy nejv\u011bt\u0161\u00ed s\u00edla nep\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed ve chv\u00edl\u00edch, kdy jsme siln\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>P\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed pr\u00e1v\u011b tehdy, kdy\u017e le\u017e\u00edme unaven\u00ed, sotva se nadechneme \u2014 a p\u0159esto v\u00edme, \u017ee pro n\u011bkoho mal\u00e9ho mus\u00edme znovu vst\u00e1t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"M\u00edstnost byla tich\u00e1, a\u017e nep\u0159irozen\u011b klidn\u00e1. B\u00edl\u00e9 st\u011bny, jemn\u00e9 sv\u011btlo lampy a tlumen\u00e9 p\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed monitoru vedle postele vytv\u00e1\u0159ely zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed atmosf\u00e9ru, kter\u00e1 p\u016fsobila t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 \n<a class=\"moretag\" href=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4430\"> [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4431,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4430","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":451,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4430","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4430"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4430\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4432,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4430\/revisions\/4432"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4431"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4430"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4430"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4430"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}