{"id":4289,"date":"2026-03-03T04:39:33","date_gmt":"2026-03-03T04:39:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4289"},"modified":"2026-03-03T04:39:33","modified_gmt":"2026-03-03T04:39:33","slug":"byl-presvedceny-ze-udelal-tlustou-caru-za-minulosti-letadlo-stoupalo-nad-mraky-jeho-milenka-nadsene-mluvila-o-tyrkysovem-mori-a-novem-zacatku-a-on-se-s-uspokojenim-opiral-v-sedadle","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4289","title":{"rendered":"Byl p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00fd, \u017ee ud\u011blal tlustou \u010d\u00e1ru za minulost\u00ed. Letadlo stoupalo nad mraky, jeho milenka nad\u0161en\u011b mluvila o tyrkysov\u00e9m mo\u0159i a nov\u00e9m za\u010d\u00e1tku, a on se s uspokojen\u00edm op\u00edral v sedadle."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Motor letadla monot\u00f3nn\u011b hu\u010del a kabina se pomalu no\u0159ila do jasn\u00e9ho sv\u011btla nad obla\u010dnost\u00ed. Pod nimi z\u016fstalo m\u011bsto, kter\u00e9 je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed n\u011bkolika hodinami pova\u017eoval za sv\u016fj domov. Te\u010f se mu zd\u00e1lo vzd\u00e1len\u00e9, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nere\u00e1ln\u00e9. Jako by se v\u0161e, co tam pro\u017eil, rozpustilo v b\u00edl\u00e9 vrstv\u011b mrak\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Vedle n\u011bj sed\u011bla Kl\u00e1ra, pln\u00e1 energie a pl\u00e1n\u016f. Ukazovala mu na telefonu fotografie pl\u00e1\u017ee, kde si u\u017e brzy m\u011bli pronajmout mal\u00fd apartm\u00e1n. \u201ePod\u00edvej se na tu vodu,\u201c \u0161eptala nad\u0161en\u011b. \u201eTyrkysov\u00e1, \u00fapln\u011b pr\u016fzra\u010dn\u00e1. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 r\u00e1no si tam p\u016fjdeme zaplavat.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Usm\u00e1l se. P\u0159ik\u00fdvl. Nechal jej\u00ed hlas plynout kolem sebe jako p\u0159\u00edjemnou kulisu. V hlav\u011b si opakoval, \u017ee tohle je spr\u00e1vn\u00e9 rozhodnut\u00ed. \u017de kone\u010dn\u011b mysl\u00ed na sebe. \u017de \u010dlov\u011bk m\u00e1 pr\u00e1vo b\u00fdt \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Za sebou nechal patn\u00e1ct let man\u017eelstv\u00ed. D\u016fm se zahradou. Dv\u011b d\u011bti, kter\u00e9 mu p\u0159i odchodu \u0159ekly jen kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 \u201eahoj\u201c, proto\u017ee nev\u011bd\u011bly, co jin\u00e9ho \u0159\u00edct. Man\u017eelka st\u00e1la ve dve\u0159\u00edch, klidn\u00e1 a\u017e p\u0159\u00edli\u0161. Neprosila ho, neplakala. Jen se na n\u011bj pod\u00edvala pohledem, kter\u00fd ho pron\u00e1sledoval je\u0161t\u011b na cest\u011b na leti\u0161t\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Te\u010f se sna\u017eil na ten pohled nemyslet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eBude to jin\u00e9,\u201c pokra\u010dovala Kl\u00e1ra. \u201eZa\u010dneme \u00fapln\u011b od nuly. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 minulost, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 chyby.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta slova ho zah\u0159\u00e1la. P\u0159esn\u011b to cht\u011bl sly\u0161et. Tlust\u00e1 \u010d\u00e1ra. Ostr\u00e1, jasn\u00e1, definitivn\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Letu\u0161ka p\u0159ivezla voz\u00edk s n\u00e1poji. Objednal si whisky. Kl\u00e1ra si dala d\u017eus. Kdy\u017e se napil, uc\u00edtil kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 p\u00e1len\u00ed v krku, kter\u00e9 mu p\u0159ipomn\u011blo, \u017ee je st\u00e1le tady, v p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e9m okam\u017eiku. Svobodn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zav\u0159el o\u010di a p\u0159edstavil si nov\u00fd \u017eivot: mal\u00e9 m\u011bsto u mo\u0159e, pronajat\u00fd \u010dlun, ve\u010dery na terase. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e9 v\u00fd\u010ditky, \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 h\u00e1dky o pen\u00edze nebo o tom, kdo zapomn\u011bl vyzvednout d\u011bti ze \u0161koly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jen\u017ee s ka\u017ed\u00fdm kilometrem, kter\u00fd letadlo urazilo, se mu do mysli vracely drobnosti. Syn\u016fv sm\u00edch, kdy\u017e spolu opravovali kolo. Dcera, kter\u00e1 mu je\u0161t\u011b minul\u00fd m\u011bs\u00edc kreslila obr\u00e1zek rodiny \u2013 \u010dty\u0159i postavy dr\u017e\u00edc\u00ed se za ruce. On st\u00e1l uprost\u0159ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otev\u0159el o\u010di a zad\u00edval se z okna. Mraky vypadaly jako pevn\u00e1 krajina. Napadlo ho, \u017ee kdyby mohl, vystoupil by na n\u011b a schoval se mezi nimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eCo se d\u011bje?\u201c zeptala se Kl\u00e1ra, kdy\u017e si v\u0161imla, \u017ee se jeho \u00fasm\u011bv vytratil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNic,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl rychle. \u201eJen p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nep\u0159iznal by to ani s\u00e1m sob\u011b, ale ta \u010d\u00e1ra, kterou si p\u0159edstavoval tak tlustou a neprostupnou, se za\u010d\u00ednala rozmaz\u00e1vat. Minulost se nedala od\u0159\u00edznout jako p\u0159ebyte\u010dn\u00fd kus l\u00e1tky. Byla v\u0161it\u00e1 hluboko do n\u011bj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e pilot ozn\u00e1mil, \u017ee za\u010d\u00ednaj\u00ed klesat, Kl\u00e1ra mu stiskla ruku. \u201eTe\u010f to v\u0161echno za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1,\u201c \u0159ekla s jiskrou v o\u010d\u00edch.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod nimi se skute\u010dn\u011b objevilo tyrkysov\u00e9 mo\u0159e. Slunce se odr\u00e1\u017eelo na hladin\u011b a pob\u0159e\u017e\u00ed vypadalo jako z pohlednice. Bylo to kr\u00e1sn\u00e9. \u010cist\u00e9. L\u00e1\u00adkav\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159esto uc\u00edtil zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed t\u00edhu na hrudi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uv\u011bdomil si, \u017ee nov\u00fd za\u010d\u00e1tek nen\u00ed \u00fat\u011bk. Je to rozhodnut\u00ed n\u00e9st si s sebou v\u0161echno, co bylo. V\u010detn\u011b odpov\u011bdnosti. V\u010detn\u011b bolesti, kterou zp\u016fsobil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Letadlo dosedlo na ranvej s lehk\u00fdm ot\u0159esem. Lid\u00e9 za\u010dali tleskat. Kl\u00e1ra se nad\u0161en\u011b zvedla ze sedadla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On z\u016fstal sed\u011bt o p\u00e1r vte\u0159in d\u00e9le.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mo\u017en\u00e1 opravdu ud\u011blal tlustou \u010d\u00e1ru. Ale pochopil, \u017ee \u010d\u00e1ra nevyma\u017ee text, kter\u00fd u\u017e byl naps\u00e1n. Jen ho odd\u011bl\u00ed od dal\u0161\u00ed kapitoly.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ot\u00e1zka nebyla, jestli za\u010dne znovu. Ot\u00e1zka byla, jestli dok\u00e1\u017ee \u017e\u00edt s t\u00edm, co z\u016fstalo za n\u00edm \u2013 i kdy\u017e se p\u0159ed n\u00edm t\u0159pyt\u00ed tyrkysov\u00e9 mo\u0159e a slib nov\u00e9ho \u017eivota.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Motor letadla monot\u00f3nn\u011b hu\u010del a kabina se pomalu no\u0159ila do jasn\u00e9ho sv\u011btla nad obla\u010dnost\u00ed. Pod nimi z\u016fstalo m\u011bsto, kter\u00e9 je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed n\u011bkolika hodinami \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4290,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4289","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":871,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4289","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4289"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4289\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4291,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4289\/revisions\/4291"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4290"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4289"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4289"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4289"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}