{"id":4186,"date":"2026-02-26T19:05:18","date_gmt":"2026-02-26T19:05:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4186"},"modified":"2026-02-26T19:05:18","modified_gmt":"2026-02-26T19:05:18","slug":"a-prave-v-tu-chvili-se-cas-jako-by-zastavil-nejdriv-jsem-ani-poradne-nepochopila-co-vlastne-rekla-moje-mysl-byla-po-porodu-unavena-a-tezka-jako-by-odmitala-prijmout-slysene","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4186","title":{"rendered":"A pr\u00e1v\u011b v tu chv\u00edli se \u010das jako by zastavil. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem ani po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b nepochopila, co vlastn\u011b \u0159ekla \u2014 moje mysl byla po porodu unaven\u00e1 a t\u011b\u017ek\u00e1, jako by odm\u00edtala p\u0159ijmout sly\u0161en\u00e9."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Sed\u011bla jsem v polopr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 nemocni\u010dn\u00ed m\u00edstnosti, d\u00edt\u011b ti\u0161e spalo v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed a j\u00e1 c\u00edtila, jak mi t\u011blo pulzuje \u00fanavou. Ka\u017ed\u00fd pohyb byl obt\u00ed\u017en\u00fd, ka\u017ed\u00fd n\u00e1dech p\u0159ipom\u00ednal t\u011blo, kter\u00e9 se teprve za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 vzpamatov\u00e1vat po n\u00e1maze, kter\u00e1 trvala cel\u00e9 hodiny. A pr\u00e1v\u011b tehdy se dve\u0159e otev\u0159ely a ona ve\u0161la \u2013 s klidn\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem a hlasem, kter\u00fd se zd\u00e1l zn\u00edt naprosto oby\u010dejn\u011b, p\u0159esto m\u011b zas\u00e1hl hluboko do st\u0159edu m\u00e9 mysli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201eMus\u00ed\u0161 si uv\u011bdomit\u2026,\u201c za\u010dala pomalu, ale slova se k m\u00e9mu mozku dost\u00e1vala jen fragment\u00e1rn\u011b. M\u00e9 o\u010di se na ni up\u00edraly, m\u00e9 my\u0161lenky se motaly mezi \u00fanavou a naprost\u00fdm nedorozum\u011bn\u00edm. Sna\u017eila jsem se uchopit v\u00fdznam slov, ale ka\u017ed\u00e1 slabika byla t\u011b\u017ek\u00e1 jako olovo. Mozek, unaven\u00fd porodem, odm\u00edtal akceptovat, co sly\u0161\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bylo to, jako by cel\u00fd sv\u011bt zpomalil. Hodiny nad postel\u00ed p\u0159estaly tikat, sv\u011btlo z okna se zm\u011bnilo v mlhavou, neproniknutelnou z\u00e1\u0159i a j\u00e1 jsem jen sed\u011bla, s d\u00edt\u011btem v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed, a nech\u00e1vala jej\u00ed slova plout kolem m\u011b bez pevn\u00e9ho uchopen\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00fd n\u00e1dech byl v\u00fdzvou \u2013 p\u0159ijmout realitu, kter\u00e1 se zd\u00e1la p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 ostr\u00e1, ne\u017e aby se ve\u0161la do m\u00e9ho oslaben\u00e9ho t\u011bla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pak se n\u00e1hle n\u011bco zm\u011bnilo. Jedno z jej\u00edch slov se prorazilo skrze \u00fanavu a zanechalo v m\u00e9 mysli jiskru pochopen\u00ed. Ne\u0161lo o okam\u017eit\u00e9 porozum\u011bn\u00ed, ale o tichou, jemnou vlnu, kter\u00e1 se rozlila jako tepl\u00e1 voda po zamrzl\u00e9m povrchu. A pr\u00e1v\u011b v tu chv\u00edli jsem si uv\u011bdomila, \u017ee a\u010dkoli \u010das se zd\u00e1 zastaven\u00fd, \u017eivot pokra\u010duje. Ka\u017ed\u00fd okam\u017eik, ka\u017ed\u00fd v\u00fddech d\u00edt\u011bte, ka\u017ed\u00fd zvuk v nemocni\u010dn\u00ed chodb\u011b \u2013 to v\u0161echno je sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed n\u011b\u010deho v\u011bt\u0161\u00edho, \u010deho jsem pr\u00e1v\u011b byla sv\u011bdkem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Unaven\u00e1, ale jakoby z\u00e1rove\u0148 pos\u00edlen\u00e1, jsem poprv\u00e9 poc\u00edtila hlubok\u00e9 propojen\u00ed s t\u00edm, co p\u0159ijde. S t\u00edm, co mus\u00edm p\u0159ijmout, i kdy\u017e je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9. A v tom tichu, kdy se \u010das zd\u00e1l st\u00e1t, jsem se nau\u010dila \u010dekat, u\u010dit se, d\u00fdchat a b\u00fdt pln\u011b p\u0159\u00edtomn\u00e1 \u2013 i kdy\u017e sv\u011bt kolem m\u011b je\u0161t\u011b \u010dekal, ne\u017e se op\u011bt rozb\u011bhne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Sed\u011bla jsem v polopr\u00e1zdn\u00e9 nemocni\u010dn\u00ed m\u00edstnosti, d\u00edt\u011b ti\u0161e spalo v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed a j\u00e1 c\u00edtila, jak mi t\u011blo pulzuje \u00fanavou. Ka\u017ed\u00fd pohyb byl obt\u00ed\u017en\u00fd, \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4187,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4186","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":341,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4186","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4186"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4186\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4188,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4186\/revisions\/4188"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4186"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4186"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4186"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}