{"id":4130,"date":"2026-02-24T15:14:26","date_gmt":"2026-02-24T15:14:26","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4130"},"modified":"2026-02-24T15:14:26","modified_gmt":"2026-02-24T15:14:26","slug":"pokracoval-v-psani-jako-by-kolem-nej-neexistovaly-zadne-jedovate-pohledy-ani-urazliva-slova-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=4130","title":{"rendered":"Pokra\u010doval v psan\u00ed, jako by kolem n\u011bj neexistovaly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 jedovat\u00e9 pohledy ani ur\u00e1\u017eliv\u00e1 slova."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Pokra\u010doval v psan\u00ed, jako by kolem n\u011bj neexistovaly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 jedovat\u00e9 pohledy ani ur\u00e1\u017eliv\u00e1 slova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Sed\u011bl v posledn\u00ed lavici mal\u00e9 kav\u00e1rny na rohu n\u00e1m\u011bst\u00ed, p\u0159ed sebou otev\u0159en\u00fd se\u0161it s ohnut\u00fdmi rohy a levn\u00e9 pero, kter\u00e9 ob\u010das zadrh\u00e1valo. Venku pr\u0161elo a kapky klouzaly po skle jako pr\u016fhledn\u00e9 st\u00edny. Uvnit\u0159 bylo teplo, v\u016fn\u011b k\u00e1vy se m\u00edsila s tlumen\u00fdm \u0161umem rozhovor\u016f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A p\u0159esto byl st\u0159edem pozornosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne proto, \u017ee by cht\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V mal\u00e9m m\u011bst\u011b si lid\u00e9 v\u0161\u00edmali v\u0161eho. Zvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 kdy\u017e se n\u011bkdo vymykal. A on se vymykal od chv\u00edle, kdy se sem p\u0159ed p\u016fl rokem p\u0159ist\u011bhoval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nikdo p\u0159esn\u011b nev\u011bd\u011bl, odkud p\u0159i\u0161el. \u0158\u00edkalo se, \u017ee utekl. \u017de zkrachoval. \u017de ztratil rodinu. Ka\u017ed\u00fd m\u011bl svou verzi pravdy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

On se nikdy nebr\u00e1nil. Ani nevysv\u011btloval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jen psal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eZase si hraje na spisovatele,\u201c utrousil jeden z mu\u017e\u016f u vedlej\u0161\u00edho stolu dostate\u010dn\u011b hlasit\u011b, aby to sly\u0161el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eMo\u017en\u00e1 by m\u011bl rad\u0161i hledat pr\u00e1ci,\u201c p\u0159idala se \u017eena s p\u0159ehnan\u011b soucitn\u00fdm t\u00f3nem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nepod\u00edval se jejich sm\u011brem. Pero klouzalo po pap\u00ed\u0159e, \u0159\u00e1dky se plnily slovy, kter\u00e1 nikdo z nich neznal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jeho jm\u00e9no bylo Viktor. A kdysi skute\u010dn\u011b byl spisovatelem. Vydal dv\u011b knihy, z\u00edskal cenu, poskytoval rozhovory. Pak p\u0159i\u0161la kritika, kter\u00e1 byla ost\u0159ej\u0161\u00ed ne\u017e \u010dekal. Jedna \u0161patn\u00e1 recenze spustila lavinu dal\u0161\u00edch. Vydavatelstv\u00ed od n\u011bj dalo ruce pry\u010d. \u010cten\u00e1\u0159i se obr\u00e1tili k jin\u00fdm autor\u016fm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A on ztratil v\u00edc ne\u017e jen kari\u00e9ru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ztratil v\u00edru v sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e se p\u0159est\u011bhoval do tohoto m\u011bsta, cht\u011bl za\u010d\u00edt znovu. Ne jako slavn\u00fd autor. Jen jako \u010dlov\u011bk, kter\u00fd si dovol\u00ed ps\u00e1t bez o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jen\u017ee mal\u00e9 m\u011bsto m\u00e1 dlouhou pam\u011b\u0165 \u2013 i kdy\u017e si nepamatuje fakta, pamatuje si podez\u0159en\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eM\u011bl by sis naj\u00edt po\u0159\u00e1dnou pr\u00e1ci,\u201c \u0159ekl mu jednou majitel kav\u00e1rny nap\u016fl \u017eertem, nap\u016fl v\u00e1\u017en\u011b. \u201ePsan\u00ed ti \u00fa\u010dty nezaplat\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Viktor se usm\u00e1l. \u201eMo\u017en\u00e1 ne hned.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tak pokra\u010doval v psan\u00ed, jako by kolem n\u011bj neexistovaly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 jedovat\u00e9 pohledy ani ur\u00e1\u017eliv\u00e1 slova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ps\u00e1val o lidech, kte\u0159\u00ed padli a znovu vstali. O m\u011bstech, kde se za zav\u0159en\u00fdmi dve\u0159mi skr\u00fdvaj\u00ed tajemstv\u00ed. O tichu, kter\u00e9 bol\u00ed v\u00edc ne\u017e k\u0159ik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ka\u017ed\u00fd den ve stejnou hodinu usedal ke stejn\u00e9mu stolu. Ne proto, \u017ee by byl tvrdohlav\u00fd. Ale proto\u017ee pot\u0159eboval dok\u00e1zat s\u00e1m sob\u011b, \u017ee vydr\u017e\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jednoho odpoledne si k n\u011bmu p\u0159isedla d\u00edvka. Mohlo j\u00ed b\u00fdt sotva sedmn\u00e1ct. V ruce dr\u017eela knihu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eJste Viktor Havel?\u201c zeptala se ti\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zvedl o\u010di, p\u0159ekvapen\u00fd, \u017ee n\u011bkdo zn\u00e1 jeho jm\u00e9no.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u0159ik\u00fdvl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201e\u010cetla jsem va\u0161i prvn\u00ed knihu,\u201c \u0159ekla a lehce z\u010dervenala. \u201ePomohla mi, kdy\u017e bylo doma\u2026 t\u011b\u017eko.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Na okam\u017eik nev\u011bd\u011bl, co \u0159\u00edct.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eD\u011bkuju,\u201c vydechl nakonec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201ePro\u010d u\u017e nep\u00ed\u0161ete?\u201c zeptala se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edval se na otev\u0159en\u00fd se\u0161it p\u0159ed sebou. \u201eP\u00ed\u0161u,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Usm\u00e1la se. \u201eTak nep\u0159est\u00e1vejte.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Byla to kr\u00e1tk\u00e1 v\u011bta. Ale m\u011bla v\u011bt\u0161\u00ed v\u00e1hu ne\u017e v\u0161echny posm\u011b\u0161ky dohromady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e d\u00edvka ode\u0161la, Viktor se rozhl\u00e9dl po kav\u00e1rn\u011b. Ti sam\u00ed lid\u00e9. Ty sam\u00e9 pohledy. Ale n\u011bco se zm\u011bnilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uv\u011bdomil si, \u017ee nep\u00ed\u0161e pro n\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nep\u00ed\u0161e pro kritiky ani pro pochybova\u010de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

P\u00ed\u0161e pro toho jednoho \u010dlov\u011bka, kter\u00e9mu jeho slova mohou d\u00e1t s\u00edlu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

O n\u011bkolik m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f pozd\u011bji dokon\u010dil rukopis. Ne\u010dekal z\u00e1zraky. Poslal ho do mal\u00e9ho nakladatelstv\u00ed bez velk\u00fdch nad\u011bj\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e mu p\u0159i\u0161el e-mail s nab\u00eddkou na vyd\u00e1n\u00ed, sed\u011bl op\u011bt u sv\u00e9ho stolu v kav\u00e1rn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tentokr\u00e1t se usm\u00e1l otev\u0159en\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Lid\u00e9 kolem n\u011bj si \u0161eptali d\u00e1l. Mo\u017en\u00e1 u\u017e nikdy nezmiz\u00ed jejich pochybnosti. Ale to u\u017e nebylo d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Proto\u017ee pokra\u010doval v psan\u00ed, jako by kolem n\u011bj neexistovaly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 jedovat\u00e9 pohledy ani ur\u00e1\u017eliv\u00e1 slova.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A pr\u00e1v\u011b v tom byla jeho skute\u010dn\u00e1 s\u00edla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ne v uzn\u00e1n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ale v odhodl\u00e1n\u00ed tvo\u0159it i tehdy, kdy\u017e v\u00e1m nikdo netlesk\u00e1.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Pokra\u010doval v psan\u00ed, jako by kolem n\u011bj neexistovaly \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 jedovat\u00e9 pohledy ani ur\u00e1\u017eliv\u00e1 slova. Sed\u011bl v posledn\u00ed lavici mal\u00e9 kav\u00e1rny na rohu n\u00e1m\u011bst\u00ed, \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4131,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4130","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":244,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4130","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4130"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4130\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4132,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4130\/revisions\/4132"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4131"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}