{"id":3728,"date":"2026-01-30T15:05:00","date_gmt":"2026-01-30T15:05:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3728"},"modified":"2026-01-30T15:05:00","modified_gmt":"2026-01-30T15:05:00","slug":"probudila-jsem-se-do-ostreho-pachu-dezinfekce-a-monotonniho-pipani-pristroju","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3728","title":{"rendered":"Probudila jsem se do ostr\u00e9ho pachu dezinfekce a monot\u00f3nn\u00edho p\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016f."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Probudila jsem se do ostr\u00e9ho pachu dezinfekce a monot\u00f3nn\u00edho p\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016f. Ten zvuk byl pravideln\u00fd, ne\u00faprosn\u00fd, jako metronom, kter\u00fd m\u011b nutil z\u016fstat p\u0159i v\u011bdom\u00ed. O\u010di jsem m\u011bla t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 a sv\u011btlo nad hlavou m\u011b bodalo do sp\u00e1nk\u016f. Nev\u011bd\u011bla jsem hned, kde jsem, jen jsem c\u00edtila chlad prost\u011bradel a slabost v cel\u00e9m t\u011ble.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"576\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/image-129.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3729\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/image-129.png 576w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/image-129-169x300.png 169w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 576px) 100vw, 576px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Pokusila jsem se pohnout rukou, ale reagovala pomalu, jako by mi nepat\u0159ila. Hadice, kabely, ciz\u00ed v\u00e1ha na hrudi \u2014 v\u0161echno p\u016fsobilo nepat\u0159i\u010dn\u011b, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nep\u0159\u00e1telsky. Teprve po chv\u00edli mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee le\u017e\u00edm v nemocnici. Vzpom\u00ednky se vracely \u00fatr\u017ekovit\u011b, bez jasn\u00fdch hran: d\u00e9\u0161\u0165, sv\u011btla aut, prudk\u00e1 bolest a pak tma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vedle postele st\u00e1la \u017eidle. Byla pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1, ale m\u011bla v sob\u011b cosi uklid\u0148uj\u00edc\u00edho, jako by na n\u00ed n\u011bkdo p\u0159ed chv\u00edl\u00ed sed\u011bl. P\u0159\u00edstroje p\u00edpaly d\u00e1l, lhostejn\u00e9 k m\u00e9mu zmatku. Ka\u017ed\u00fd n\u00e1dech byl m\u011bl\u010d\u00ed, ne\u017e bych cht\u011bla, a v krku m\u011b p\u00e1lilo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dve\u0159e ti\u0161e zavrzaly a do pokoje vstoupila sestra. Usm\u00e1la se, ten profesion\u00e1ln\u00ed, opatrn\u00fd \u00fasm\u011bv, kter\u00fd m\u00e1 uklidnit, ale neprozradit p\u0159\u00edli\u0161. \u0158ekla n\u011bco o tom, \u017ee jsem se kone\u010dn\u011b probudila, \u017ee v\u0161echno dopadlo dob\u0159e. Jej\u00ed slova ke mn\u011b dol\u00e9hala z d\u00e1lky, jako bych byla pono\u0159en\u00e1 pod hladinou vody.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kdy\u017e ode\u0161la, z\u016fstala jsem znovu sama se zvuky a my\u0161lenkami. Uv\u011bdomila jsem si, \u017ee m\u011b bol\u00ed v\u00edc v\u011bc\u00ed, ne\u017e dok\u00e1\u017eu pojmenovat. Nejen t\u011blo, ale i n\u011bco uvnit\u0159, co se nedalo zm\u011b\u0159it \u017e\u00e1dn\u00fdm p\u0159\u00edstrojem. P\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela jsem, kolik \u010dasu uplynulo a co se mezit\u00edm stalo venku, zat\u00edmco jsem le\u017eela nehybn\u011b tady.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z okna bylo vid\u011bt jen kousek \u0161ed\u00e9 oblohy. P\u0159esto mi ten pohled p\u0159ipadal d\u016fle\u017eit\u00fd, jako d\u016fkaz, \u017ee sv\u011bt pokra\u010duje. P\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016f se stalo sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed m\u00e9ho dechu, rytmem, kter\u00fd m\u011b dr\u017eel tady a te\u010f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zav\u0159ela jsem o\u010di a poprv\u00e9 m\u011b nenapadlo ut\u00e9ct zp\u00e1tky do bezv\u011bdom\u00ed. M\u00edsto toho jsem se sna\u017eila p\u0159ijmout ten okam\u017eik \u2014 pach dezinfekce, sv\u011btlo, zvuky. Byla jsem na\u017eivu. A i kdy\u017e jsem je\u0161t\u011b nev\u011bd\u011bla, co p\u0159ijde d\u00e1l, ten monot\u00f3nn\u00ed sign\u00e1l mi p\u0159ipom\u00ednal, \u017ee m\u00e1m \u010das to zjistit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Probudila jsem se do ostr\u00e9ho pachu dezinfekce a monot\u00f3nn\u00edho p\u00edp\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159\u00edstroj\u016f. 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