{"id":3701,"date":"2026-01-28T18:47:58","date_gmt":"2026-01-28T18:47:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3701"},"modified":"2026-01-28T18:47:58","modified_gmt":"2026-01-28T18:47:58","slug":"zatimco-moje-sestra-lezela-v-porodnici-a-privadela-na-svet-sve-druhe-dite","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3701","title":{"rendered":"Zat\u00edmco moje sestra le\u017eela v porodnici a p\u0159iv\u00e1d\u011bla na sv\u011bt sv\u00e9 druh\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b,"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>sed\u011bla jsem na studen\u00e9 lavi\u010dce p\u0159ed odd\u011blen\u00edm a z\u00edrala do automatu na k\u00e1vu, kter\u00fd u\u017e pot\u0159et\u00ed za sebou spolkl moje mince. Chodba p\u00e1chla dezinfekc\u00ed a p\u0159eva\u0159enou vodou a \u010das se tu vlekl jinak ne\u017e venku. Mobil jsem sv\u00edrala v ruce, ale nev\u011bd\u011bla jsem, komu bych m\u011bla ps\u00e1t. V\u0161ichni \u010dekali na zpr\u00e1vu o nov\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b, jen j\u00e1 jsem c\u00edtila, \u017ee se mi ten m\u016fj pomalu rozpad\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"611\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/image-120.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3702\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/image-120.png 611w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/01\/image-120-179x300.png 179w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 611px) 100vw, 611px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Moje sestra Kl\u00e1ra byla v\u017edycky ta siln\u00e1. Ta, kter\u00e1 v\u011bd\u011bla, co chce, a \u0161la si za t\u00edm. J\u00e1 jsem byla ta mlad\u0161\u00ed, opatrn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, v\u011b\u010dn\u011b \u201eje\u0161t\u011b uvid\u00edme\u201c. Kdy\u017e mi p\u0159ed dev\u00edti m\u011bs\u00edci ozn\u00e1mila, \u017ee je znovu t\u011bhotn\u00e1, objala jsem ji a up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b se usm\u00e1la. Ne\u0159ekla jsem j\u00ed, \u017ee ve stejn\u00fd den jsem se dozv\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee u\u017e asi nikdy m\u00edt d\u011bti nebudu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dokto\u0159i pou\u017e\u00edvali slova jako \u201ekomplikace\u201c a \u201emal\u00e1 pravd\u011bpodobnost\u201c. J\u00e1 jsem sly\u0161ela jen ticho, kter\u00e9 po nich z\u016fstalo. Kl\u00e1\u0159e jsem to ne\u0159ekla. Ne proto, \u017ee bych j\u00ed nev\u011b\u0159ila, ale proto, \u017ee jsem necht\u011bla, aby se na m\u011b d\u00edvala jinak. Aby v jej\u00edch o\u010d\u00edch nebyla radost v\u017edycky trochu provinil\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Na chodb\u011b se otev\u0159ely dve\u0159e a vy\u0161la porodn\u00ed asistentka. \u201eJe\u0161t\u011b to potrv\u00e1,\u201c \u0159ekla klidn\u011b rodi\u010d\u016fm, kte\u0159\u00ed tu nerv\u00f3zn\u011b p\u0159e\u0161lapovali. Kl\u00e1\u0159in man\u017eel chodil sem a tam a ka\u017edou chv\u00edli si upravoval ruk\u00e1vy ko\u0161ile, jako by t\u00edm mohl urychlit \u010das. Kdy\u017e m\u011b uvid\u011bl, k\u00fdvl hlavou. \u201eD\u00edky, \u017ee jsi tady.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Usm\u00e1la jsem se, ale uvnit\u0159 jsem se c\u00edtila pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. Zat\u00edmco moje sestra le\u017eela v porodnici a p\u0159iv\u00e1d\u011bla na sv\u011bt sv\u00e9 druh\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b, j\u00e1 jsem p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161lela o v\u0161ech v\u011bcech, kter\u00e9 se nestanou. O pokoj\u00ed\u010dku, kter\u00fd nikdy neza\u0159\u00edd\u00edm. O jm\u00e9nu, kter\u00e9 z\u016fstane jen v seznamu v pozn\u00e1mk\u00e1ch v telefonu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Znovu jsem se pokusila vhodit mince do automatu. Tentokr\u00e1t k\u00e1va vyjela. Byla ho\u0159k\u00e1 a p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 hork\u00e1, ale dr\u017eela jsem kel\u00edmek ob\u011bma rukama, jako by to bylo n\u011bco, co m\u011b dr\u017e\u00ed p\u0159i zemi. Vedle m\u011b si sedla star\u0161\u00ed pan\u00ed. \u201e\u010cek\u00e1te na miminko?\u201c zeptala se s \u00fasm\u011bvem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eAno,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bla jsem po kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 pauze. A nebyla to le\u017e. \u010cekala jsem. Jen ne na to sv\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hodiny ukazovaly t\u0159i r\u00e1no, kdy\u017e se kone\u010dn\u011b ozval pl\u00e1\u010d. Ten zvuk pro\u0159\u00edzl chodbu a v\u0161ichni ztichli. Kl\u00e1\u0159in man\u017eel se rozplakal. J\u00e1 jsem vstala a c\u00edtila, jak se mi t\u0159esou kolena. Najednou se otev\u0159ely dve\u0159e a l\u00e9ka\u0159 ozn\u00e1mil, \u017ee je to hol\u010di\u010dka a \u017ee jsou ob\u011b v po\u0159\u00e1dku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V tu chv\u00edli se ve mn\u011b n\u011bco pohnulo. Nezmizela bolest, nezmizela z\u00e1vist ani smutek. Ale mezi nimi se objevilo n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho \u2014 klid. Uv\u011bdomila jsem si, \u017ee i kdy\u017e m\u016fj p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh nepovede stejnou cestou jako ten Kl\u00e1\u0159in, neznamen\u00e1 to, \u017ee je m\u00e9n\u011bcenn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kdy\u017e jsem pak st\u00e1la u inkub\u00e1toru a d\u00edvala se na drobnou tv\u00e1\u0159i\u010dku sv\u00e9 nete\u0159e, polo\u017eila mi Kl\u00e1ra ruku na pa\u017ei. \u201eJsem r\u00e1da, \u017ee jsi tady,\u201c za\u0161eptala unaven\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A j\u00e1 pochopila, \u017ee n\u011bkdy se nov\u00e9 \u017eivoty nerod\u00ed jen na porodn\u00edm s\u00e1le. N\u011bkdy se rod\u00ed ti\u0161e, v n\u00e1s samotn\u00fdch, zat\u00edmco \u010dek\u00e1me na chodb\u011b s kel\u00edmkem ho\u0159k\u00e9 k\u00e1vy v ruce.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"sed\u011bla jsem na studen\u00e9 lavi\u010dce p\u0159ed odd\u011blen\u00edm a z\u00edrala do automatu na k\u00e1vu, kter\u00fd u\u017e pot\u0159et\u00ed za sebou spolkl moje mince. 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