{"id":3502,"date":"2026-01-13T11:47:46","date_gmt":"2026-01-13T11:47:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3502"},"modified":"2026-01-13T11:47:48","modified_gmt":"2026-01-13T11:47:48","slug":"bylo-uterni-rano-neco-malo-po-sedme-jeste-jsem-mela-na-sobe-pyzamo-v-naruci-drzela-ctyrletou","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3502","title":{"rendered":"Bylo \u00fatern\u00ed r\u00e1no, n\u011bco m\u00e1lo po sedm\u00e9. Je\u0161t\u011b jsem m\u011bla na sob\u011b py\u017eamo, v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed dr\u017eela \u010dty\u0159letou\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Bylo \u00fatern\u00ed r\u00e1no, n\u011bco m\u00e1lo po sedm\u00e9. Je\u0161t\u011b jsem m\u011bla na sob\u011b py\u017eamo, v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed dr\u017eela \u010dty\u0159letou dceru, kter\u00e1 se ke mn\u011b tiskla s tou d\u016fv\u011brou, jakou maj\u00ed jen mal\u00e9 d\u011bti. Kuchyn\u00ed se nesla v\u016fn\u011b nedopit\u00e9 k\u00e1vy a na lince le\u017eely rozh\u00e1zen\u00e9 drobnosti z usp\u011bchan\u00e9ho r\u00e1na. Nem\u011bla jsem v pl\u00e1nu otev\u0159\u00edt dve\u0159e nikomu ciz\u00edmu. Ten den m\u011bl b\u00fdt oby\u010dejn\u00fd, nen\u00e1padn\u00fd, jeden z mnoha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Zaklep\u00e1n\u00ed m\u011b vytrhlo z my\u0161lenek. Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem si nebyla jist\u00e1, jestli jsem ho skute\u010dn\u011b sly\u0161ela. Pak se ozvalo znovu, tentokr\u00e1t jasn\u011bji. Dcera se pohnula a schovala tv\u00e1\u0159 do m\u00e9ho ramene. Je\u0161t\u011b ne\u017e jsem do\u0161la ke dve\u0159\u00edm, hlavou mi prob\u011bhly v\u0161echny mo\u017en\u00e9 sc\u00e9n\u00e1\u0159e \u2014 kur\u00fdr, soused, omyl. Nic, co by m\u011b m\u011blo p\u0159ipravit na to, co p\u0159ijde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Otev\u0159ela jsem jen na \u0159et\u00edzek. Na chodb\u011b st\u00e1la \u017eena v tmav\u00e9m kab\u00e1t\u011b, s v\u00e1\u017en\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem a slo\u017ekou v ruce. P\u016fsobila klidn\u011b, ale v o\u010d\u00edch m\u011bla n\u011bco neklidn\u00e9ho, co m\u011b okam\u017eit\u011b znerv\u00f3zn\u011blo. P\u0159edstavila se a vyslovila moje jm\u00e9no s p\u0159esnost\u00ed, kter\u00e1 mi byla nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V tu chv\u00edli se \u010das zpomalil. Sly\u0161ela jsem vlastn\u00ed dech, c\u00edtila v\u00e1hu d\u00edt\u011bte v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed a sna\u017eila se udr\u017eet hlas klidn\u00fd. \u017dena mluvila o formalit\u00e1ch, o kr\u00e1tk\u00e9m rozhovoru, o v\u011bcech, kter\u00e9 pr\u00fd nelze \u0159e\u0161it po telefonu. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 jej\u00ed slovo m\u011b nutilo sv\u00edrat dceru pevn\u011bji, jako by mi ji n\u011bkdo cht\u011bl vz\u00edt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Necht\u011bla jsem ji pustit dovnit\u0159, ale z\u00e1rove\u0148 jsem v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee \u00fat\u011bk nen\u00ed \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed. Otev\u0159ela jsem dve\u0159e doko\u0159\u00e1n a ustoupila stranou. Dcera se m\u011b ptala, kdo ta pan\u00ed je, a j\u00e1 j\u00ed nedok\u00e1zala odpov\u011bd\u011bt. Hlas se mi zadrhl v krku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rozhovor netrval dlouho, ale p\u0159ipadal mi nekone\u010dn\u00fd. Slova padala opatrn\u011b, \u00fa\u0159edn\u011b, bez emoc\u00ed, a p\u0159esto ka\u017ed\u00e9 z nich m\u011blo v\u00e1hu kamene. N\u011bkter\u00e9 v\u011bty jsem sly\u0161ela poprv\u00e9, jin\u00e9 jsem tu\u0161ila u\u017e d\u00e1vno, jen jsem je odm\u00edtala vyslovit nahlas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e \u017eena ode\u0161la, zav\u0159ela jsem dve\u0159e a op\u0159ela se o n\u011b. Py\u017eamo, studen\u00e1 k\u00e1va, rann\u00ed sv\u011btlo \u2014 v\u0161echno z\u016fstalo stejn\u00e9. A p\u0159esto bylo jasn\u00e9, \u017ee se n\u011bco nen\u00e1vratn\u011b zm\u011bnilo. Pod\u00edvala jsem se na dceru, kter\u00e1 se na m\u011b d\u00edvala s ot\u00e1zkou v o\u010d\u00edch, a pochopila jsem, \u017ee oby\u010dejn\u00e1 \u00fatern\u00ed r\u00e1na u\u017e pro m\u011b nikdy nebudou oby\u010dejn\u00e1.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Bylo \u00fatern\u00ed r\u00e1no, n\u011bco m\u00e1lo po sedm\u00e9. Je\u0161t\u011b jsem m\u011bla na sob\u011b py\u017eamo, v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed dr\u017eela \u010dty\u0159letou dceru, kter\u00e1 se ke mn\u011b tiskla \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3503,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3502","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":974,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3502","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3502"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3502\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3504,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3502\/revisions\/3504"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3503"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3502"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3502"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3502"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}