{"id":3354,"date":"2026-01-01T21:40:02","date_gmt":"2026-01-01T21:40:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3354"},"modified":"2026-01-01T21:40:04","modified_gmt":"2026-01-01T21:40:04","slug":"bylo-uz-pozde-vecer-kdyz-jsem-klecel-na-podlaze-pred-starou-prackou-a","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3354","title":{"rendered":"Bylo u\u017e pozd\u011b ve\u010der, kdy\u017e jsem kle\u010del na podlaze p\u0159ed starou pra\u010dkou a"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

poslouchal jej\u00ed nepravideln\u00e9 hu\u010den\u00ed, jako by se sna\u017eila \u0159\u00edct n\u011bco, co u\u017e nem\u00e1 s\u00edlu vyslovit nahlas. V koupeln\u011b sv\u00edtila jen jedna \u017e\u00e1rovka, studen\u00e9 sv\u011btlo se odr\u00e1\u017eelo od kachli\u010dek a d\u011blalo ze v\u0161eho kolem n\u011bco neosobn\u00edho, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 ciz\u00edho. M\u011bl jsem ruce \u0161pinav\u00e9 od prachu a star\u00e9 mastnoty a kolena m\u011b bolela, ale nemohl jsem se p\u0159im\u011bt vst\u00e1t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ta pra\u010dka tu byla d\u00e9le ne\u017e j\u00e1 v tomhle byt\u011b. P\u0159e\u017eila n\u011bkolik st\u011bhov\u00e1n\u00ed, rozbit\u00e9 vztahy i obdob\u00ed, kdy jsem po\u010d\u00edtal ka\u017edou korunu. Nebyla hezk\u00e1 ani tich\u00e1, ale byla spolehliv\u00e1. A\u017e dote\u010f. Te\u010f st\u00e1la p\u0159ede mnou jako n\u011bm\u00fd sv\u011bdek toho, \u017ee n\u011bkter\u00e9 v\u011bci prost\u011b doslou\u017e\u00ed, a\u0165 se sna\u017e\u00edme jakkoli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rozlo\u017eil jsem vedle sebe \u0161roubky, kter\u00e9 jsem opatrn\u011b vy\u0161rouboval, a sna\u017eil se vzpomenout si, pro\u010d mi je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159ed p\u00e1r lety opravov\u00e1n\u00ed p\u0159ipadalo samoz\u0159ejm\u00e9. Tehdy jsem m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee kdy\u017e se n\u011bco pokaz\u00ed, sta\u010d\u00ed trp\u011blivost a spr\u00e1vn\u00fd n\u00e1stroj. Dnes jsem si nebyl jist\u00fd ani t\u00edm, jestli chci, aby se to je\u0161t\u011b dalo spravit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z vedlej\u0161\u00edho pokoje se oz\u00fdvalo tich\u00e9 tik\u00e1n\u00ed hodin. Ten zvuk m\u011b nutil myslet na v\u011bci, kter\u00e9 jsem p\u0159es den \u00fasp\u011b\u0161n\u011b odkl\u00e1dal. Na nevy\u0159\u00edzen\u00e9 telefon\u00e1ty. Na rozhovor, kter\u00e9mu jsem se vyh\u00fdbal. Na rozhodnut\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se bl\u00ed\u017eilo stejn\u011b ne\u00faprosn\u011b jako konec prac\u00edho cyklu, kter\u00fd u\u017e nikdy nedob\u011bhne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zkusil jsem pra\u010dku znovu zapnout. Kr\u00e1tk\u00e9 zavr\u010den\u00ed, kovov\u00fd zvuk a pak ticho. Polo\u017eil jsem na ni dla\u0148. Byla studen\u00e1. Najednou mi do\u0161lo, \u017ee nejde jen o spot\u0159ebi\u010d. Kle\u010del jsem tam, unaven\u00fd, a poprv\u00e9 po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b jsem si dovolil p\u0159ipustit, \u017ee jsem tak\u00e9 unaven\u00fd z opravov\u00e1n\u00ed v\u011bc\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se mo\u017en\u00e1 u\u017e opravit nedaj\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sedl jsem si na paty a op\u0159el se z\u00e1dy o vanu. V t\u00e9 poloze bylo n\u011bco poni\u017euj\u00edc\u00edho i osvobozuj\u00edc\u00edho z\u00e1rove\u0148. Nemusel jsem nic p\u0159edst\u00edrat. Nemusel jsem b\u00fdt \u0161ikovn\u00fd ani siln\u00fd. Sta\u010dilo jen b\u00fdt. V tom tichu jsem si uv\u011bdomil, \u017ee n\u011bkdy nen\u00ed selh\u00e1n\u00edm vzd\u00e1t se opravy, ale nechat odej\u00edt to, co u\u017e splnilo svou roli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e jsem se nakonec zvedl, pra\u010dka z\u016fstala st\u00e1t tam, kde byla. Stejn\u00e1, nefunk\u010dn\u00ed, tich\u00e1. Ale j\u00e1 se c\u00edtil o n\u011bco leh\u010d\u00ed. Ne proto, \u017ee bych probl\u00e9m vy\u0159e\u0161il, ale proto, \u017ee jsem ho kone\u010dn\u011b p\u0159estal br\u00e1t jako osobn\u00ed prohru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bylo u\u017e pozd\u011b ve\u010der, kdy\u017e jsem zhasl sv\u011btlo v koupeln\u011b. A p\u0159esto jsem m\u011bl pocit, \u017ee se v tom tichu n\u011bco pohnulo. Mo\u017en\u00e1 ne pra\u010dka. Mo\u017en\u00e1 j\u00e1.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"poslouchal jej\u00ed nepravideln\u00e9 hu\u010den\u00ed, jako by se sna\u017eila \u0159\u00edct n\u011bco, co u\u017e nem\u00e1 s\u00edlu vyslovit nahlas. V koupeln\u011b sv\u00edtila jen jedna \u017e\u00e1rovka, studen\u00e9 \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3355,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3354","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":241,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3354","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3354"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3354\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3356,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3354\/revisions\/3356"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3355"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3354"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3354"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3354"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}