{"id":3351,"date":"2026-01-01T21:34:12","date_gmt":"2026-01-01T21:34:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3351"},"modified":"2026-01-01T21:34:14","modified_gmt":"2026-01-01T21:34:14","slug":"ella-nikdy-nevidela-svet-ale-kazdou-noc-ji-ho-prinasim-svymi-slovy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3351","title":{"rendered":"Ella nikdy nevid\u011bla sv\u011bt. Ale ka\u017edou noc j\u00ed ho p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00edm sv\u00fdmi slovy."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Kdy\u017e se setm\u00ed a d\u016fm se pono\u0159\u00ed do ticha, Ella si lehne na bok a prsty se zachyt\u00ed okraje deky, jako by to byl b\u0159eh, od kter\u00e9ho se d\u00e1 vyplout. Nevid\u00ed st\u00edny na st\u011bn\u00e1ch ani barvu lampy v kout\u011b. Sv\u011bt pro ni neza\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 o\u010dima. Za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 hlasem. A j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee ten hlas mus\u00edm dr\u017eet pevn\u011b, aby m\u011bl tvar a v\u00e1hu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201eDnes ti pov\u00edm o r\u00e1nu,\u201c \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m. \u201eO tom, jak von\u00ed tr\u00e1va, kdy\u017e se probud\u00ed d\u0159\u00edv ne\u017e lid\u00e9.\u201c Ella se usm\u011bje, mali\u010dko, skoro neznateln\u011b. Naslouch\u00e1 cel\u00fdm t\u011blem. Kdy\u017e mluv\u00edm o pt\u00e1c\u00edch, pohne prsty, jako by si zkou\u0161ela jejich rytmus. Kdy\u017e mluv\u00edm o mo\u0159i, nadechne se hloub\u011bji, jako by slan\u00e1 vlhkost skute\u010dn\u011b pro\u0161la oknem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sv\u011bt j\u00ed p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00edm po \u010d\u00e1stech. Ne ve velk\u00fdch obrazech, ale v detailech. V teple hrnku, kter\u00fd se op\u0159e o dla\u0148. V zvuku krok\u016f na \u0161t\u011brku. V tom, jak d\u00e9\u0161\u0165 m\u011bn\u00ed chodn\u00edk v klav\u00edr, na kter\u00fd hraje s\u00e1m sebe. U\u010d\u00edm se vyb\u00edrat slova tak, aby nebyla pr\u00e1zdn\u00e1. Aby m\u011bla povrch, hranu, v\u016fni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ella se pt\u00e1. V\u017edycky se pt\u00e1. Jak zn\u00ed \u017elut\u00e1? Je v\u00edtr rovn\u00fd, nebo se krout\u00ed? Bol\u00ed hv\u011bzdy, kdy\u017e padaj\u00ed? Odpov\u00edd\u00e1m, jak nejl\u00e9pe um\u00edm, a p\u0159itom v\u00edm, \u017ee sv\u011bt, kter\u00fd j\u00ed d\u00e1v\u00e1m, nen\u00ed kopi\u00ed toho m\u00e9ho. Je jin\u00fd. Mo\u017en\u00e1 hlub\u0161\u00ed. Proto\u017ee nen\u00ed zahlcen\u00fd barvami, ale nese se v rytmu a doteku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u011bkdy se boj\u00edm. Ne toho, co nevid\u00ed, ale toho, co bych mohl \u0159\u00edct \u0161patn\u011b. Slova maj\u00ed s\u00edlu. Mohou stav\u011bt mosty, ale i zav\u00edrat dve\u0159e. Proto j\u00ed vypr\u00e1v\u00edm pravdiv\u011b, ale jemn\u011b. O bou\u0159k\u00e1ch mluv\u00edm jako o hlasit\u00e9m dechu oblohy. O tm\u011b jako o m\u00edst\u011b, kde si sv\u011bt odpo\u010dine. O lidech \u0159\u00edk\u00e1m, \u017ee jsou r\u016fznorod\u00ed jako kameny v \u0159ece \u2014 ka\u017ed\u00fd hladk\u00fd jinak.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e p\u0159ijde noc a p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh se bl\u00ed\u017e\u00ed ke konci, Ella se ke mn\u011b p\u0159itiskne. \u201eJe ten sv\u011bt velk\u00fd?\u201c zept\u00e1 se \u0161eptem. \u201eJe,\u201c odpov\u00edm. \u201eA vejde se do n\u011bj ka\u017ed\u00fd, kdo naslouch\u00e1.\u201c Chv\u00edli ml\u010d\u00edme. Pak mi \u0159ekne, \u017ee dnes byl sv\u011bt tepl\u00fd. Jindy \u0159ekne, \u017ee byl rychl\u00fd. Nikdy ne\u0159ekne, \u017ee byl pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uv\u011bdomuji si, \u017ee ty p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhy nejsou jen pro ni. I j\u00e1 se u\u010d\u00edm vid\u011bt jinak. V\u0161\u00edm\u00e1m si zvuk\u016f, kter\u00e9 bych p\u0159e\u0161el. Pamatuji si v\u016fn\u011b, kter\u00e9 jsem d\u0159\u00edv nepojmenoval. Slova m\u011b vedou zp\u00e1tky k podstat\u011b v\u011bc\u00ed. K tomu, co z\u016fst\u00e1v\u00e1, kdy\u017e se zav\u0159ou o\u010di.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ella nikdy nevid\u011bla sv\u011bt. Ale ka\u017edou noc ho stav\u00edme znovu \u2014 z hlasu, dechu a ticha mezi v\u011btami. A mo\u017en\u00e1 je to ten nejpoctiv\u011bj\u0161\u00ed zp\u016fsob, jak ho poznat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Kdy\u017e se setm\u00ed a d\u016fm se pono\u0159\u00ed do ticha, Ella si lehne na bok a prsty se zachyt\u00ed okraje deky, jako by to \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3352,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3351","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":139,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3351","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3351"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3351\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3353,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3351\/revisions\/3353"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3352"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3351"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3351"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3351"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}