{"id":3299,"date":"2025-12-30T06:04:01","date_gmt":"2025-12-30T06:04:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3299"},"modified":"2025-12-30T06:04:02","modified_gmt":"2025-12-30T06:04:02","slug":"ella-nikdy-nepoznala-svet-ocima-nikdy-nevidela-barvu-oblohy-obrys-stromu-ani-tvar-sve-matky","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3299","title":{"rendered":"Ella nikdy nepoznala sv\u011bt o\u010dima. Nikdy nevid\u011bla barvu oblohy, obrys strom\u016f ani tv\u00e1\u0159 sv\u00e9 matky."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

P\u0159esto j\u00ed ho ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der vytv\u00e1\u0159\u00edm. Ze slov. Z hlasu. Z ticha mezi v\u011btami.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e jin\u00e9 d\u011bti us\u00ednaj\u00ed s rozsv\u00edcenou obrazovkou, Ella le\u017e\u00ed v naprost\u00e9 tm\u011b. A j\u00e1 j\u00ed vypr\u00e1v\u00edm. O pohybu. O sv\u011btle, kter\u00e9 h\u0159eje, i kdy\u017e ho nelze spat\u0159it. O v\u00fdrazech tv\u00e1\u0159\u00ed, kter\u00e9 se m\u011bn\u00ed rychleji ne\u017e po\u010das\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00e9 slovo v\u00e1\u017e\u00edm, jako by m\u011blo vlastn\u00ed tvar. Ella se ned\u00edv\u00e1. Ella si p\u0159edstavuje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tyto p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhy nahr\u00e1v\u00e1m b\u011bhem poledn\u00edch pauz v supermarketu. Zav\u0159en\u00e1 ve skladu, mezi krabicemi a studen\u00fdmi zdmi, se sluch\u00e1tky pevn\u011b nasazen\u00fdmi na u\u0161\u00edch. V t\u011bch kr\u00e1tk\u00fdch chv\u00edl\u00edch neexistuje hluk pokladen ani ciz\u00ed hlasy. Existuje jen ona. A j\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Alespo\u0148 tak to bylo. Do minul\u00e9ho t\u00fddne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dve\u0159e se otev\u0159ely prudce, bez varov\u00e1n\u00ed. Vedouc\u00ed vtrhl dovnit\u0159 a strhl mi sluch\u00e1tka z hlavy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTo si ze m\u011b d\u011bl\u00e1\u0161 legraci? B\u011bhem pracovn\u00ed doby si tady nahr\u00e1v\u00e1\u0161 n\u011bjak\u00e9 nesmysly?\u201c k\u0159i\u010del.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Z\u016fstala jsem st\u00e1t, neschopn\u00e1 pohybu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eM\u00e1m p\u0159est\u00e1vku,\u201c vypravila jsem ze sebe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jeho v\u00fdraz byl tvrd\u00fd.
\u201eU\u017e nem\u00e1\u0161. Okam\u017eit\u011b kon\u010d\u00ed\u0161.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bylo to hotov\u00e9. Jedin\u00e1 v\u011bta. \u017d\u00e1dn\u00e1 \u0161ance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prosila jsem ho. Ne za sebe. Za Ellu. Chod\u00ed do specializovan\u00e9 \u0161koly pro zrakov\u011b posti\u017een\u00e9 d\u011bti. \u0160koln\u00e9 je vysok\u00e9. M\u016fj plat ho sotva pokr\u00fdval, ale byl to n\u00e1\u0161 jedin\u00fd zp\u016fsob, jak j\u00ed d\u00e1t budoucnost. Neposlouchal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ten ve\u010der jsem sed\u011bla u kuchy\u0148sk\u00e9ho stolu, obklopen\u00e1 nezaplacen\u00fdmi \u00fa\u010dty. V hlav\u011b mi st\u00e1le dokola zn\u011bla jedna ot\u00e1zka:
Jak m\u00e1m sv\u00e9 dce\u0159i \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee jsem ji zklamala?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ella m\u011b na\u0161la podle ticha.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eMami,\u201c \u0159ekla ti\u0161e, \u201ejsi smutn\u00e1?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nedok\u00e1zala jsem odpov\u011bd\u011bt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dal\u0161\u00ed r\u00e1no p\u0159ed na\u0161\u00edm domem zastavilo ciz\u00ed auto. P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 tich\u00e9. P\u0159\u00edli\u0161 upraven\u00e9 na na\u0161i ulici. Vystoupil z n\u011bj mu\u017e v elegantn\u00edm obleku, s aktovkou v ruce, a zaklepal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201ePan\u00ed Cole?\u201c zeptal se klidn\u00fdm hlasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eAno\u2026?\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bla jsem nejist\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Usm\u00e1l se. Ne form\u00e1ln\u011b. Sp\u00ed\u0161 lidsky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eP\u0159ipravte si pros\u00edm v\u011bci. Va\u0161e i va\u0161\u00ed dcery. Odjedete se mnou.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Zatajil se mi dech.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201ePo\u010dkejte\u2026 kam? Chcete si vz\u00edt Ellu? J\u00e1 pen\u00edze se\u017eenu, p\u0159\u00edsah\u00e1m!\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Podal mi vizitku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nadace LUMEN \u2013 smyslov\u00e1 a vizu\u00e1ln\u00ed podpora.
Pr\u00e1vn\u00ed z\u00e1stupce. Soukrom\u00fd kur\u00e1tor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nohy se mi podlomily.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTo je omyl,\u201c za\u0161eptala jsem. \u201eNikdy jsme o pomoc ne\u017e\u00e1daly.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eAle ano,\u201c odpov\u011bd\u011bl ti\u0161e. \u201eJen jste to ne\u0159ekly nahlas.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ve\u0161el dovnit\u0159. Ella sed\u011bla na podlaze v ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku a sv\u00edrala sv\u00e9ho star\u00e9ho ply\u0161ov\u00e9ho kr\u00e1l\u00edka. Oto\u010dila hlavu k jeho hlasu a usm\u00e1la se.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eTen p\u00e1n von\u00ed jako d\u00e9\u0161\u0165,\u201c \u0159ekla. \u201eJe hodn\u00fd?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mu\u017e ztuhl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eAno, mil\u00e1\u010dku,\u201c \u0159ekla jsem se slzami v o\u010d\u00edch. \u201eJe hodn\u00fd.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Vysv\u011btlil mi, \u017ee n\u011bkdo sly\u0161el m\u00e9 nahr\u00e1vky. \u017de hlas, kter\u00fd jsem pova\u017eovala za zoufal\u00fd pokus udr\u017eet sv\u011bt pohromad\u011b, zas\u00e1hl lidi, kte\u0159\u00ed nehledali profesion\u00e1lku. Ne hlasatelku. Ne here\u010dku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hledali matku, kter\u00e1 dok\u00e1\u017ee vid\u011bt m\u00edsto sv\u00e9ho d\u00edt\u011bte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nadace zaplatila Ellino vzd\u011bl\u00e1n\u00ed. L\u00e9\u010dbu. Pom\u016fcky. V\u0161echno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A j\u00e1?
Dostala jsem prostor. Mikrofon. Ticho, do kter\u00e9ho mohu mluvit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dnes popisuji sv\u011bt d\u011btem, kter\u00e9 ho nikdy nevid\u011bly. Vypr\u00e1v\u00edm o barv\u00e1ch, kter\u00e9 nelze zahl\u00e9dnout, ale lze je c\u00edtit. A ob\u010das se stane n\u011bco, co l\u00e9ka\u0159i neum\u011bj\u00ed vysv\u011btlit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jednoho ve\u010dera mi Ella stiskla ruku a za\u0161eptala:<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eMami\u2026 dnes jsem vid\u011bla sv\u011btlo.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A tehdy jsem pochopila, \u017ee skute\u010dn\u00e9 vid\u011bn\u00ed neza\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 o\u010dima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

N\u011bkdy za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1 hlasem.
A l\u00e1skou.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"P\u0159esto j\u00ed ho ka\u017ed\u00fd ve\u010der vytv\u00e1\u0159\u00edm. Ze slov. Z hlasu. Z ticha mezi v\u011btami. Kdy\u017e jin\u00e9 d\u011bti us\u00ednaj\u00ed s rozsv\u00edcenou obrazovkou, Ella le\u017e\u00ed \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3300,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3299","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":233,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3299","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3299"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3299\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3301,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3299\/revisions\/3301"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3300"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3299"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3299"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3299"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}