{"id":3238,"date":"2025-12-26T07:15:46","date_gmt":"2025-12-26T07:15:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3238"},"modified":"2025-12-26T07:15:48","modified_gmt":"2025-12-26T07:15:48","slug":"a-prave-v-tu-chvili-jsem-udelala-neco-po-cem-cely-dum-ztichl-pomalu-jsem-se-sehnula-sundala-kabat-z-ramen-a-opatrne-jim-sestru-prikryla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3238","title":{"rendered":"A pr\u00e1v\u011b v tu chv\u00edli jsem ud\u011blala n\u011bco, po \u010dem cel\u00fd d\u016fm ztichl. Pomalu jsem se sehnula, sundala kab\u00e1t z ramen a opatrn\u011b j\u00edm sestru p\u0159ikryla."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Do t\u00e9 chv\u00edle se v dom\u011b mluvilo. Ne nahlas, ale neust\u00e1le. Hlasy se p\u0159el\u00e9valy z m\u00edstnosti do m\u00edstnosti, ot\u00e1zky z\u016fst\u00e1valy viset ve vzduchu a odpov\u011bdi se rozpadaly d\u0159\u00edv, ne\u017e dopadly na zem. Ka\u017ed\u00fd n\u011bco vysv\u011btloval, obhajoval, p\u0159ipom\u00ednal. Slova se vr\u0161ila jedno na druh\u00e9, a\u017e ztratila v\u00fdznam. Sestru nikdo neposlouchal. Sed\u011bla na schodech, kolena p\u0159ita\u017een\u00e1 k sob\u011b, pohled sklopen\u00fd, jako by byla jen sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed n\u00e1bytku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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St\u00e1la jsem opod\u00e1l a c\u00edtila, jak se ve mn\u011b cosi stahuje. Ne vztekem. Sp\u00ed\u0161 zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm klidem, kter\u00fd p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed t\u011bsn\u011b p\u0159ed rozhodnut\u00edm. V\u0161imla jsem si, \u017ee se t\u0159ese. Ne n\u00e1padn\u011b, ale vytrvale, jako kdy\u017e se t\u011blo sna\u017e\u00ed udr\u017eet pohromad\u011b. Kab\u00e1t jsem m\u011bla st\u00e1le na sob\u011b, zapnut\u00fd a\u017e ke krku, a p\u0159esto mi bylo teplo. J\u00ed ne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Uv\u011bdomila jsem si, \u017ee u\u017e nem\u00e1 smysl n\u011bco \u0159\u00edkat. \u017de dal\u0161\u00ed v\u011bta by jen zapadla mezi ostatn\u00ed. A tak jsem ud\u011blala n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho. N\u011bco oby\u010dejn\u00e9ho. N\u011bco, co se ned\u00e1 p\u0159eru\u0161it ani p\u0159ehlu\u0161it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pomalu jsem se sehnula. Ten pohyb byl klidn\u00fd, t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 ob\u0159adn\u00ed. Sundala jsem kab\u00e1t z ramen, c\u00edtila jeho v\u00e1hu v rukou, a bez jedin\u00e9ho slova jsem j\u00edm sestru p\u0159ikryla. Opatrn\u011b, aby se nelekla. Aby v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee ji vid\u00edm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

V tu chv\u00edli se d\u016fm zti\u0161il. Hlasy umlkly, kroky se zastavily. N\u011bkdo si odka\u0161lal, ale u\u017e nic ne\u0159ekl. Jako by si v\u0161ichni najednou uv\u011bdomili, \u017ee se pr\u00e1v\u011b stalo n\u011bco d\u016fle\u017eit\u011bj\u0161\u00edho ne\u017e jejich vysv\u011btlen\u00ed. Sestra vzhl\u00e9dla. Ne s p\u0159ekvapen\u00edm, sp\u00ed\u0161 s \u00fanavou, ve kter\u00e9 se na okam\u017eik objevila \u00faleva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sedla jsem si vedle n\u00ed. Kab\u00e1t n\u00e1s ob\u011b spojil v mal\u00e9m, tich\u00e9m prostoru. C\u00edtila jsem, jak se jej\u00ed dech pomalu uklid\u0148uje. Nikdo se neptal, pro\u010d jsem to ud\u011blala. A j\u00e1 to nevysv\u011btlovala. N\u011bkter\u00e9 v\u011bci nejsou ur\u010deny k rozboru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ten ve\u010der se nic z\u00e1sadn\u00edho nevy\u0159e\u0161ilo. Neuzav\u0159ely se star\u00e9 spory, nezmizely obavy. Ale zm\u011bnilo se n\u011bco jemn\u00e9ho, sotva post\u0159ehnuteln\u00e9ho. V tom tichu bylo poprv\u00e9 m\u00edsto pro soucit. Ne pro soudy, ne pro z\u00e1v\u011bry \u2014 jen pro p\u0159\u00edtomnost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kdy\u017e jsem pozd\u011bji odch\u00e1zela do sv\u00e9ho pokoje, d\u016fm byl st\u00e1le klidn\u00fd. Ne pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd. Klidn\u00fd jinak. A j\u00e1 v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee n\u011bkdy sta\u010d\u00ed jeden tich\u00fd \u010din, aby se v\u0161echno zpomalilo a lid\u00e9 si kone\u010dn\u011b v\u0161imli toho, co je opravdu d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Do t\u00e9 chv\u00edle se v dom\u011b mluvilo. Ne nahlas, ale neust\u00e1le. Hlasy se p\u0159el\u00e9valy z m\u00edstnosti do m\u00edstnosti, ot\u00e1zky z\u016fst\u00e1valy viset ve vzduchu \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3239,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3238","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":1294,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3238","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3238"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3238\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3240,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3238\/revisions\/3240"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3239"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3238"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3238"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3238"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}