{"id":3235,"date":"2025-12-25T18:05:09","date_gmt":"2025-12-25T18:05:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3235"},"modified":"2025-12-25T18:05:12","modified_gmt":"2025-12-25T18:05:12","slug":"na-posteli-nespala-sedela-vzprimene-v-nocni-kosili-kterou-na-ni-uz-leta-nevidel","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=3235","title":{"rendered":"Na posteli nespala. Sed\u011bla vzp\u0159\u00edmen\u011b, v no\u010dn\u00ed ko\u0161ili, kterou na n\u00ed u\u017e l\u00e9ta nevid\u011bl."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Dve\u0159e do lo\u017enice z\u016fstaly pootev\u0159en\u00e9 a sv\u011btlo z chodby kreslilo na podlahu \u00fazk\u00fd pruh. Zastavil se v n\u011bm, jako by p\u0159ekro\u010dit ho znamenalo vstoupit do jin\u00e9ho \u010dasu. Na posteli nele\u017eela, jak \u010dekal. Sed\u011bla rovn\u011b, ruce slo\u017een\u00e9 v kl\u00edn\u011b, z\u00e1da napjat\u00e1. No\u010dn\u00ed ko\u0161ile byla jednoduch\u00e1, sv\u011btl\u00e1, tak oby\u010dejn\u00e1, a\u017e p\u016fsobila cize. Nepamatoval si, kdy ji naposledy vid\u011bl oble\u010denou pr\u00e1v\u011b takhle \u2014 bez ochrann\u00fdch vrstev dne, bez gest a rol\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ned\u00edvala se na n\u011bj. Pohled m\u011bla up\u0159en\u00fd k oknu, kde se z\u00e1v\u011bs sotva pohnul v no\u010dn\u00edm vzduchu. V m\u00edstnosti panovalo ticho, kter\u00e9 nebylo klidn\u00e9. Bylo soust\u0159ed\u011bn\u00e9, jako kdy\u017e se p\u0159ed bou\u0159kou v\u0161echno nadechuje. Ud\u011blal krok vp\u0159ed a podlaha ti\u0161e zavrzala. Teprve tehdy se lehce oto\u010dila hlavou, ne cel\u00fdm t\u011blem, jen natolik, aby dala najevo, \u017ee v\u00ed, \u017ee tam je.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNesp\u00ed\u0161?\u201c zeptal se, i kdy\u017e odpov\u011b\u010f vid\u011bl p\u0159ed sebou. Ta ot\u00e1zka byla sp\u00ed\u0161 pokusem naj\u00edt bezpe\u010dn\u00e9 m\u00edsto, kde za\u010d\u00edt. P\u0159ik\u00fdvla, ale neodpov\u011bd\u011bla. V jej\u00edm pohybu nebyla \u00fanava, sp\u00ed\u0161 bd\u011blost, kter\u00e1 p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed, kdy\u017e mysl odm\u00edt\u00e1 vypnout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Posadil se na kraj postele, s odstupem, kter\u00fd mezi nimi za posledn\u00ed roky vyrostl t\u00e9m\u011b\u0159 nepozorovan\u011b. V\u0161iml si drobnost\u00ed, kter\u00e9 mu d\u0159\u00edv unikaly \u2014 jak m\u00e1 ramena lehce ztuhl\u00e1, jak se j\u00ed dech zved\u00e1 nepravideln\u011b. Ta ko\u0161ile v n\u011bm probudila vzpom\u00ednky na dobu, kdy ve\u010dery nebyly pln\u00e9 nevysloven\u00fdch v\u011bt. Kdy ticho znamenalo bl\u00edzkost, ne vzd\u00e1lenost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201e\u010cekala jsem,\u201c \u0159ekla nakonec. Hlas m\u011bla klidn\u00fd, ale nesl v sob\u011b n\u011bco kone\u010dn\u00e9ho. Neptal se na co. Oba v\u011bd\u011bli, \u017ee nejde o jednu ud\u00e1lost, jeden rozhovor. \u0160lo o sou\u010det mal\u00fdch odklad\u016f, p\u0159ehl\u00e9dnut\u00fdch sign\u00e1l\u016f, slov, kter\u00e1 z\u016fstala v krku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Pod\u00edvala se na n\u011bj naplno. V o\u010d\u00edch nem\u011bla v\u00fd\u010ditku, sp\u00ed\u0161 rozhodnut\u00ed. To bylo t\u011b\u017e\u0161\u00ed un\u00e9st. Uv\u011bdomil si, \u017ee tahle noc nebude o sp\u00e1nku, ale o pravd\u011b, kter\u00e1 si na\u0161la \u010das. No\u010dn\u00ed ko\u0161ile nebyla n\u00e1hodn\u00e1. Byla p\u0159ipom\u00ednkou toho, k\u00fdm byla, ne\u017e se nau\u010dila skr\u00fdvat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Venku projelo auto a sv\u011btla na okam\u017eik p\u0159ejela po st\u011bn\u011b. Sv\u011bt se h\u00fdbal d\u00e1l. On sed\u011bl vedle n\u00ed a c\u00edtil, \u017ee pokud te\u010f nepromluv\u00ed, z\u016fstane tahle vzd\u00e1lenost nav\u017edy. Nadechl se, pomalu, opatrn\u011b. Poprv\u00e9 po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b ne proto, aby n\u011bco vysv\u011btlil, ale aby naslouchal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A ona tam sed\u011bla, vzp\u0159\u00edmen\u011b, bd\u011bl\u00e1, v no\u010dn\u00ed ko\u0161ili z jin\u00e9 kapitoly jejich \u017eivota \u2014 p\u0159ipraven\u00e1 mluvit. Nebo odej\u00edt. Z\u00e1le\u017eelo na tom, co se stane v n\u00e1sleduj\u00edc\u00edch n\u011bkolika v\u011bt\u00e1ch.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Dve\u0159e do lo\u017enice z\u016fstaly pootev\u0159en\u00e9 a sv\u011btlo z chodby kreslilo na podlahu \u00fazk\u00fd pruh. Zastavil se v n\u011bm, jako by p\u0159ekro\u010dit ho znamenalo \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":3236,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":1343,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3235","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3235"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3235\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3237,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3235\/revisions\/3237"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/3236"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3235"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3235"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3235"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}