{"id":2743,"date":"2025-11-13T10:14:35","date_gmt":"2025-11-13T10:14:35","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2743"},"modified":"2025-11-13T10:14:36","modified_gmt":"2025-11-13T10:14:36","slug":"pred-tydnem-jsme-se-s-manzelem-vratili-z-dlouho-ocekavane-dovolene","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2743","title":{"rendered":"P\u0159ed t\u00fddnem jsme se s man\u017eelem vr\u00e1tili z dlouho o\u010dek\u00e1van\u00e9 dovolen\u00e9"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>P\u0159ed t\u00fddnem jsme se s man\u017eelem vr\u00e1tili z dovolen\u00e9, na kterou jsme se t\u011b\u0161ili snad p\u016fl roku. V\u0161echno jsme pe\u010dliv\u011b pl\u00e1novali \u2014 od destinace, p\u0159es hotel, a\u017e po v\u00fdlety. M\u011bl to b\u00fdt n\u00e1\u0161 restart. Cht\u011bli jsme znovu naj\u00edt to, co se b\u011bhem let spole\u010dn\u00e9ho \u017eivota pomalu vytr\u00e1celo \u2014 bl\u00edzkost, sm\u00edch, lehkost. V\u011b\u0159ila jsem, \u017ee n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed u mo\u0159e, bez pr\u00e1ce a ka\u017edodenn\u00edho shonu, n\u00e1m pom\u016f\u017ee znovu se na sebe pod\u00edvat jin\u00fdma o\u010dima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"787\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/image-45.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2744\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/image-45.png 787w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/image-45-231x300.png 231w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/11\/image-45-768x999.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 787px) 100vw, 787px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Na prvn\u00ed pohled to vypadalo dokonale. Slunce, tyrkysov\u00e1 voda, dlouh\u00e9 ve\u010de\u0159e u mo\u0159e, b\u00edl\u00e9 v\u00edno, z\u00e1pady slunce, kter\u00e9 vypadaly jako z pohlednice. Ale \u010d\u00edm v\u00edc dn\u00ed ub\u00edhalo, t\u00edm v\u00edc jsem c\u00edtila, \u017ee mezi n\u00e1mi n\u011bco drhne. Mo\u017en\u00e1 jsme si oba slibovali p\u0159\u00edli\u0161. Mo\u017en\u00e1 jsme se sna\u017eili zachr\u00e1nit n\u011bco, co u\u017e d\u00e1vno nebylo \u017eiv\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Man\u017eel se v\u011bt\u0161inu \u010dasu tv\u00e1\u0159il, \u017ee je spokojen\u00fd. Sm\u00e1l se, fotil, dokonce mi jednou p\u0159inesl kv\u011btinu od prodava\u010de na pl\u00e1\u017ei \u2014 mal\u00fd moment, kter\u00fd mi p\u0159ipomn\u011bl, pro\u010d jsem se do n\u011bj kdysi zamilovala. Ale pak p\u0159i\u0161ly chv\u00edle, kdy sed\u011bl ti\u0161e, d\u00edval se do telefonu a jako by byl \u00fapln\u011b jinde. Kdy\u017e jsem se zeptala, co se d\u011bje, odpov\u011bd\u011bl kr\u00e1tce: \u201eNic, jen p\u0159em\u00fd\u0161l\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jen\u017ee ticho mezi n\u00e1mi bylo jin\u00e9 ne\u017e d\u0159\u00edv. U\u017e to nebylo pohodln\u00e9 ml\u010den\u00ed lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed se znaj\u00ed, ale sp\u00ed\u0161 pr\u00e1zdnota, kterou jsme oba c\u00edtili, ale nikdo ji necht\u011bl pojmenovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Jedno odpoledne, kdy\u017e jsme se proch\u00e1zeli po pl\u00e1\u017ei, jsem se odhodlala a zeptala se p\u0159\u00edmo: \u201eJsi \u0161\u0165astn\u00fd?\u201c Ne\u010dekala jsem na odpov\u011b\u010f, ale p\u0159i\u0161la. Dlouh\u00e1, up\u0159\u00edmn\u00e1, a mo\u017en\u00e1 pr\u00e1v\u011b proto tak bolestiv\u00e1. \u201eNev\u00edm,\u201c \u0159ekl ti\u0161e. \u201eM\u00e1m t\u011b r\u00e1d, ale m\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee u\u017e si nerozum\u00edme jako d\u0159\u00edv.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ta v\u011bta mi zn\u011bla v hlav\u011b cel\u00fd zbytek dovolen\u00e9. Najednou jsem v\u0161echno vid\u011bla jinak \u2014 jeho \u00fasm\u011bvy, jeho doteky, jeho snahu, kter\u00e1 byla sp\u00ed\u0161 ze zvyku ne\u017e z v\u00e1\u0161n\u011b. M\u00edsto romantiky jsem c\u00edtila zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed smutek, jako kdy\u017e se lou\u010d\u00edte s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm, co jste milovali, ale v\u00edte, \u017ee to u\u017e nikdy nebude stejn\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kdy\u017e jsme se vr\u00e1tili dom\u016f, kufry z\u016fstaly rozbalen\u00e9 je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00fd z n\u00e1s se vr\u00e1til do sv\u00e9 rutiny \u2014 on do pr\u00e1ce, j\u00e1 do dom\u00e1cnosti. Ale n\u011bco se zm\u011bnilo. N\u00e1\u0161 byt byl stejn\u00fd, a p\u0159esto ciz\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Prvn\u00ed ve\u010der po n\u00e1vratu jsme sed\u011bli v ob\u00fdv\u00e1ku, pili \u010daj a ml\u010deli. V televizi b\u011b\u017eel film, kter\u00fd nikdo z n\u00e1s nesledoval. V jednu chv\u00edli se na m\u011b pod\u00edval a \u0159ekl: \u201eMo\u017en\u00e1 jsme se sna\u017eili dovolenou spravit n\u011bco, co se d\u00e1 spravit jen doma.\u201c A j\u00e1 v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee m\u00e1 pravdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dovolen\u00e1 m\u011bla b\u00fdt za\u010d\u00e1tkem nov\u00e9ho obdob\u00ed, ale stala se sp\u00ed\u0161 zrcadlem, ve kter\u00e9m jsme poprv\u00e9 opravdu uvid\u011bli, jak daleko jsme se od sebe vzd\u00e1lili. Ne vinou jednoho z n\u00e1s \u2014 prost\u011b \u017eivot, roky, pr\u00e1ce, povinnosti. To v\u0161echno mezi n\u00e1s ti\u0161e postavilo ze\u010f, kterou jsme dlouho nevid\u011bli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Od n\u00e1vratu ub\u011bhl t\u00fdden a j\u00e1 m\u00e1m zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed klid. U\u017e nebojuji s t\u00edm, co c\u00edt\u00edm. V\u00edm, \u017ee n\u011bkdy je pot\u0159eba ztratit iluzi, aby \u010dlov\u011bk mohl znovu naj\u00edt pravdu. Mo\u017en\u00e1 se rozejdeme, mo\u017en\u00e1 z\u016fstaneme spolu \u2014 to te\u010f nev\u00edm. Ale poprv\u00e9 po dlouh\u00e9 dob\u011b c\u00edt\u00edm, \u017ee chci \u017e\u00edt up\u0159\u00edmn\u011b. Bez p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ky, bez nad\u011bje, kter\u00e1 jen klame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Na poli\u010dce st\u00e1le le\u017e\u00ed kam\u00ednek z pl\u00e1\u017ee, kter\u00fd jsem si p\u0159ivezla. Kdy\u017e se na n\u011bj pod\u00edv\u00e1m, nevid\u00edm dokonalou dovolenou, ale n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho \u2014 okam\u017eik, kdy jsem si uv\u011bdomila, \u017ee n\u011bkdy se mus\u00ed v\u011bci rozpadnout, aby \u010dlov\u011bk mohl znovu naj\u00edt s\u00e1m sebe.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"P\u0159ed t\u00fddnem jsme se s man\u017eelem vr\u00e1tili z dovolen\u00e9, na kterou jsme se t\u011b\u0161ili snad p\u016fl roku. 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