{"id":2573,"date":"2025-10-29T08:42:30","date_gmt":"2025-10-29T08:42:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2573"},"modified":"2025-10-29T08:42:32","modified_gmt":"2025-10-29T08:42:32","slug":"byla-jsem-jeste-mala-holcicka-kdyz-se-to-stalo-ten-den-si-budu-pamatovat-do-konce-zivota","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2573","title":{"rendered":"Byla jsem je\u0161t\u011b mal\u00e1 hol\u010di\u010dka, kdy\u017e se to stalo. Ten den si budu pamatovat do konce \u017eivota."},"content":{"rendered":"\n

Bylo mi sedm let a sv\u011bt tehdy vypadal nekone\u010dn\u011b bezpe\u010dn\u00fd. V\u0161echno m\u011blo sv\u016fj \u0159\u00e1d \u2013 r\u00e1no kakao, pak \u0161kola, odpoledne hry na zahrad\u011b a ve\u010der poh\u00e1dka od m\u00e1my. A p\u0159esto existuje jeden jedin\u00fd den, kter\u00fd rozbil tu d\u011btskou jistotu na tis\u00edc kousk\u016f. Den, kter\u00fd se mi vrac\u00ed ve snech, i kdy\u017e u\u017e d\u00e1vno nejsem ta mal\u00e1 hol\u010di\u010dka s copy a rozbit\u00fdm kolenem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Bylo to na ja\u0159e. Slunce sv\u00edtilo tak siln\u011b, \u017ee se vzduch t\u0159pytil, a po ulic\u00edch von\u011bla \u0161e\u0159\u00edkov\u00e1 v\u016fn\u011b. Pamatuji si ka\u017ed\u00fd detail \u2013 m\u00e1min hlas, kter\u00fd m\u011b volal z okna, i pta\u010d\u00ed zp\u011bv z jablon\u011b na dvo\u0159e. Ten den m\u011bl b\u00fdt oby\u010dejn\u00fd. Jen\u017ee nebyl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

T\u00e1ta m\u011bl p\u0159ijet z pr\u00e1ce d\u0159\u00edv. Sl\u00edbil, \u017ee m\u011b vezme do parku na houpa\u010dky. \u010cekala jsem ho u branky, v ruce obl\u00edben\u00e9ho medv\u00eddka, kter\u00e9ho jsem nikdy nikomu nep\u016fj\u010dovala. \u010cas plynul, slunce se schovalo za d\u016fm a v \u017ealudku jsem c\u00edtila podivn\u00fd, t\u011b\u017ek\u00fd pocit. M\u00e1ma vy\u0161la ven, aby m\u011b zavolala dom\u016f \u2013 a pr\u00e1v\u011b v tu chv\u00edli se ozval zvuk, kter\u00fd u\u017e nikdy nezapomenu. Prudk\u00e9 zask\u0159\u00edp\u011bn\u00ed brzd. V\u00fdk\u0159ik. A pak ticho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Rozb\u011bhla jsem se po ulici, i kdy\u017e jsem vlastn\u011b ani nev\u011bd\u011bla kam. Lid\u00e9 vyb\u00edhali z dom\u016f, n\u011bkdo k\u0159i\u010del, n\u011bkdo volal o pomoc. A tam, u zat\u00e1\u010dky, le\u017eelo n\u011bco, co jsem tehdy nech\u00e1pala. Vid\u011bla jsem jen t\u00e1tovy boty, kter\u00e9 jsem znala tak dob\u0159e \u2013 a pak m\u011b m\u00e1ma pevn\u011b objala a necht\u011bla pustit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ten den se zastavil \u010das. D\u00edt\u011b ve mn\u011b se rozpadlo a m\u00edsto n\u011bj z\u016fstala pr\u00e1zdnota, kterou jsem dlouho nedok\u00e1zala pojmenovat. Roky jsem se b\u00e1la zvuku brzd, b\u00e1la se ulice, b\u00e1la se rozlou\u010den\u00ed. A p\u0159esto, i kdy\u017e to bolelo, ten den m\u011b nau\u010dil n\u011bco, co tehdy \u017e\u00e1dn\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b ch\u00e1pat nem\u016f\u017ee \u2013 \u017ee \u017eivot se m\u016f\u017ee zm\u011bnit b\u011bhem jedin\u00e9 vte\u0159iny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Dnes, kdy\u017e jdu po t\u00e9 sam\u00e9 cest\u011b, kde se to stalo, d\u00edv\u00e1m se na sv\u011bt jin\u00fdma o\u010dima. U\u017e nejsem ta mal\u00e1 hol\u010di\u010dka. Jsem \u017eena, kter\u00e1 si nese jizvu, ale i s\u00edlu. V\u00edm, \u017ee bolest nikdy \u00fapln\u011b nezmiz\u00ed \u2013 jen se prom\u011bn\u00ed v tichou p\u0159ipom\u00ednku toho, co bylo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A kdy\u017e v l\u00e9t\u011b sly\u0161\u00edm d\u011btsk\u00fd sm\u00edch nebo vid\u00edm otce, jak nese sv\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b na ramenou, c\u00edt\u00edm zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed sm\u011bs smutku a vd\u011b\u010dnosti. Proto\u017ee i kdy\u017e ten den v\u0161echno zm\u011bnil, dal mi n\u011bco, co si nesu cel\u00fd \u017eivot \u2013 hlubok\u00e9 pochopen\u00ed pro k\u0159ehkost okam\u017eiku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ten den si budu pamatovat do konce \u017eivota. Ne kv\u016fli smrti, ale kv\u016fli l\u00e1sce, kter\u00e1 nep\u0159estala existovat ani potom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Bylo mi sedm let a sv\u011bt tehdy vypadal nekone\u010dn\u011b bezpe\u010dn\u00fd. V\u0161echno m\u011blo sv\u016fj \u0159\u00e1d \u2013 r\u00e1no kakao, pak \u0161kola, odpoledne hry na zahrad\u011b \n [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2574,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2573","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":924,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2573","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2573"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2573\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2575,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2573\/revisions\/2575"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2574"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2573"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2573"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2573"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}