{"id":2522,"date":"2025-10-26T04:26:11","date_gmt":"2025-10-26T04:26:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2522"},"modified":"2025-10-26T04:26:12","modified_gmt":"2025-10-26T04:26:12","slug":"ivan-sergejevic-postarsi-muz-s-aristokratickym-drzenim-tela-a-chladne-sedyma-ocima-pevne-drzel-ruku-mlade-anny","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2522","title":{"rendered":"Ivan Sergejevi\u010d, postar\u0161\u00ed mu\u017e s aristokratick\u00fdm dr\u017een\u00edm t\u011bla a chladn\u011b \u0161ed\u00fdma o\u010dima, pevn\u011b dr\u017eel ruku mlad\u00e9 Anny"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Ve vzduchu visel pach star\u00e9ho parf\u00e9mu a zapr\u00e1\u0161en\u00fdch knih. Mramorov\u00e9 chodby Petrohradsk\u00e9ho domu byly tich\u00e9, jen z d\u00e1lky bylo sly\u0161et \u0161ust\u011bn\u00ed v\u011btru, kter\u00fd se op\u00edral do okenic. Anna se neodva\u017eovala promluvit. Jej\u00ed ruka se t\u0159\u00e1sla, sev\u0159en\u00e1 v jeho \u2013 v ruce mu\u017ee, kter\u00fd p\u0159ipom\u00ednal sp\u00ed\u0161e sochu ne\u017e \u010dlov\u011bka.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ivan Sergejevi\u010d m\u011bl tv\u00e1\u0159, jakou m\u00edvaj\u00ed lid\u00e9, kte\u0159\u00ed u\u017e v\u0161echno vid\u011bli. Chladn\u00e9 o\u010di, kter\u00e9 neprozrazovaly ani soucit, ani bolest. Ka\u017ed\u00fd jeho krok zn\u011bl jako ozv\u011bna d\u00e1vno zapomenut\u00fdch rozhodnut\u00ed. A p\u0159esto \u2013 v tom sev\u0159en\u00ed jeho dlan\u011b bylo cosi, co ji nutilo z\u016fstat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-119.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2523\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-119.png 800w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-119-234x300.png 234w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-119-768x983.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Kdy\u017e mu ji p\u0159edstavili, bylo j\u00ed sotva dvacet. Byla dcerou jeho d\u00e1vn\u00e9ho p\u0159\u00edtele, gener\u00e1la, kter\u00fd zem\u0159el n\u00e1hle a zanechal ji bez domova i prost\u0159edk\u016f. Ivan ji vzal pod svou ochranu \u2013 alespo\u0148 to \u0159\u00edkal. M\u011bsto si \u0161eptalo, \u017ee ji ukr\u00fdv\u00e1, aby zapomn\u011bl na minulost. Jin\u00ed tvrdili, \u017ee se do n\u00ed zamiloval.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna v\u0161ak c\u00edtila, \u017ee za jeho p\u0159\u00edsnost\u00ed se skr\u00fdv\u00e1 n\u011bco jin\u00e9ho. N\u011bco t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9ho, co ho sv\u00edr\u00e1 zevnit\u0159.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eMus\u00edte odej\u00edt z Petrohradu,\u201c \u0159ekl jednou ve\u010der, kdy\u017e sed\u011bli v knihovn\u011b pln\u00e9 st\u00ednu. \u201eToto m\u011bsto v\u00e1s zni\u010d\u00ed. Lid\u00e9 jsou tu krut\u011bj\u0161\u00ed, ne\u017e vypadaj\u00ed.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eA vy?\u201c odv\u00e1\u017eila se za\u0161eptat. \u201eVy nejste jako oni?\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pod\u00edval se na ni, dlouze, nehnut\u011b. A pak se usm\u00e1l \u2013 poprv\u00e9, od t\u00e9 doby, co ho poznala.<br>\u201eJ\u00e1 jsem hor\u0161\u00ed,\u201c \u0159ekl ti\u0161e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V tu noc ji dr\u017eel za ruku poprv\u00e9.<br>Ne n\u011b\u017en\u011b \u2013 sp\u00ed\u0161e zoufale, jako by se b\u00e1l, \u017ee mu proklouzne mezi prsty jako v\u0161echno, co kdy m\u011bl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNem\u016f\u017eu v\u00e1s nechat odej\u00edt,\u201c pronesl. \u201eA p\u0159itom\u2026 nem\u016f\u017eu v\u00e1s tu ani m\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Slova, kter\u00e1 zn\u011bla jako rozsudek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O n\u011bkolik dn\u00ed pozd\u011bji se m\u011bsto probudilo do zimn\u00edho r\u00e1na. Zahrady i st\u0159echy byly pokryt\u00e9 sn\u011bhem a ulice vypadaly, jako by se sv\u011bt zti\u0161il. Anna sed\u011bla u okna a sledovala ko\u010d\u00e1r, kter\u00fd p\u0159ijel k domu. Uvnit\u0159 \u010dekal posel s dopisem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Otev\u0159ela ho. P\u00edsmo bylo Ivanovo.<br>\u201eAnno,\u201c st\u00e1lo tam, \u201ejestli\u017ee m\u011b kdy pochop\u00edte, odpust\u00edte mi. Nez\u016fst\u00e1vejte zde. M\u016fj \u017eivot je jen st\u00ednem minulosti, vy jste sv\u011btlo, kter\u00e9 v n\u011bm nem\u016f\u017ee p\u0159e\u017e\u00edt.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A dole \u2013 mal\u00fd otisk pe\u010deti, rodov\u00e9ho znaku, kter\u00fd nosil na prstenu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ut\u00edkala po schodech, jej\u00ed srdce bu\u0161ilo. Vyb\u011bhla ven, ale ko\u010d\u00e1r byl pry\u010d. A pal\u00e1c \u2013 pr\u00e1zdn\u00fd. Sluhov\u00e9 ml\u010deli. Nikdo nev\u011bd\u011bl, kam odjel. Jen v jeho pracovn\u011b le\u017eel na stole otev\u0159en\u00fd den\u00edk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V n\u011bm pozn\u00e1mky o d\u00e1vn\u00e9 zrad\u011b, o l\u00e1sce, kter\u00e1 skon\u010dila smrt\u00ed, o mu\u017ei, kter\u00fd kdysi sl\u00edbil, \u017ee u\u017e nikdy nikoho nebude milovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A nakonec \u2013 posledn\u00ed v\u011bta, napsan\u00e1 rozt\u0159esenou rukou:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eL\u00e1ska p\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed v\u017edy pozd\u011b, ale nikdy zbyte\u010dn\u011b.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Roky plynuly. Anna odjela do Francie, jak j\u00ed poradil. Stala se u\u010ditelkou hudby, \u017eila klidn\u011b, beze jm\u00e9na, kter\u00e9 kdysi nesla. Jen ob\u010das, v tichu ve\u010dera, si vybavila jeho pohled \u2013 ten chladn\u00fd, \u0161ed\u00fd, ale hluboko uvnit\u0159 zran\u011bn\u00fd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A pak, o mnoho let pozd\u011bji, j\u00ed p\u0159i\u0161el dopis z Ruska. Star\u00fd not\u00e1\u0159 j\u00ed psal, \u017ee jist\u00fd Ivan Sergejevi\u010d Nary\u0161kin zem\u0159el a odk\u00e1zal j\u00ed malou d\u0159ev\u011bnou sk\u0159\u00ed\u0148ku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uvnit\u0159 byl prsten s pe\u010det\u00ed a list, kter\u00fd nesl jedinou v\u011btu:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eTentokr\u00e1t u\u017e t\u011b nepust\u00edm.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nikdo nikdy nezjistil, pro\u010d ji dr\u017eel tak pevn\u011b tehdy, v tom mraziv\u00e9m dom\u011b. Ale Anna v\u011bd\u011bla, \u017ee to nebyl \u010din moci \u2013 byl to \u010din zoufalstv\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Proto\u017ee n\u011bkdy mu\u017e, kter\u00fd vypad\u00e1 jako k\u00e1men, ve skute\u010dnosti cel\u00fd \u017eivot jen \u010dek\u00e1, a\u017e ho n\u011bkdo nau\u010d\u00ed znovu c\u00edtit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Ve vzduchu visel pach star\u00e9ho parf\u00e9mu a zapr\u00e1\u0161en\u00fdch knih. 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