{"id":2498,"date":"2025-10-23T12:13:05","date_gmt":"2025-10-23T11:13:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2498"},"modified":"2025-10-23T12:13:06","modified_gmt":"2025-10-23T11:13:06","slug":"naposledy-jsem-hodil-klacek-a-myslel-jsem-ze-jako-vzdy-luna-pobezi-za-nim-s-radosti-v-ocich-s-ocaskem-vrticim-se-jako-sileny-ze-se-znovu-vrati-rozesmata-stastna-plna-zivota-a","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2498","title":{"rendered":"Naposledy jsem hodil klacek\u2026 A myslel jsem, \u017ee jako v\u017edy Luna pob\u011b\u017e\u00ed za n\u00edm, s radost\u00ed v o\u010d\u00edch, s oc\u00e1skem vrt\u00edc\u00edm se jako \u0161\u00edlen\u00fd, \u017ee se znovu vr\u00e1t\u00ed \u2013 rozesm\u00e1t\u00e1, \u0161\u0165astn\u00e1, pln\u00e1 \u017eivota. Ale tentokr\u00e1t\u2026"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Tentokr\u00e1t se nevr\u00e1tila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bylo chladn\u00e9 podzimn\u00ed r\u00e1no, list\u00ed se lepilo na boty a tr\u00e1va byla je\u0161t\u011b vlhk\u00e1 od rann\u00ed rosy. Na\u0161e obl\u00edben\u00e1 louka, kam jsme chodili u\u017e roky. Jen j\u00e1, ona a ticho. Kdy\u017e jsem hodil klacek, let\u011bl daleko, mnohem d\u00e1l ne\u017e obvykle \u2013 v\u00edtr ho popostr\u010dil a\u017e za hranici pole. Luna se rozb\u011bhla, jako poka\u017ed\u00e9, pln\u00e1 energie, jej\u00ed tlapky sotva dopadaly na zem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"682\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-111.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2499\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-111.png 682w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-111-200x300.png 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 682px) 100vw, 682px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>A pak\u2026 nic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u010cekal jsem. Zavolal jsem jej\u00ed jm\u00e9no.<br>Jednou. Dvakr\u00e1t. Desetkr\u00e1t.<br>Ticho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ten druh ticha, kter\u00fd \u010dlov\u011bk okam\u017eit\u011b pozn\u00e1 \u2013 ticho, kter\u00e9 nen\u00ed klidem, ale pr\u00e1zdnotou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Rozb\u011bhl jsem se za n\u00ed, volal, p\u00edskal, b\u011b\u017eel p\u0159es pole, a\u017e jsem c\u00edtil, jak mi srdce bu\u0161\u00ed v u\u0161\u00edch. A pak jsem uvid\u011bl ten klacek. Le\u017eel uprost\u0159ed cesty. Ale Luna nikde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nejd\u0159\u00edv jsem si \u0159\u00edkal, \u017ee jen odb\u011bhla d\u00e1l. \u017de n\u011bco uc\u00edtila, mo\u017en\u00e1 zaj\u00edce, mo\u017en\u00e1 stopu. Ale hodiny ub\u00edhaly a den se za\u010dal kr\u00e1tit. A s p\u0159ib\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00edm st\u00ednem se do m\u011b za\u010d\u00ednal pl\u00ed\u017eit strach.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kdy\u017e jsem se vr\u00e1til dom\u016f bez n\u00ed, m\u011bl jsem pocit, \u017ee jsem nechal kus sebe n\u011bkde v t\u00e9 tr\u00e1v\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dal\u0161\u00ed den jsem ji \u0161el hledat znovu. A pak znovu. T\u0159et\u00ed den jsem p\u0159inesl let\u00e1ky, \u010dtvrt\u00fd jsem obch\u00e1zel vesnici, ptal se lid\u00ed. N\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed ji znali \u2013 \u201eTa kr\u00e1sn\u00e1 fenka, \u017ee?\u201c \u0159\u00edkali. \u201eV\u017edycky tak vesel\u00e1.\u201c Ano, to byla ona. Luna, moje v\u011b\u010dn\u011b rozesm\u00e1t\u00e9 sv\u011btlo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>P\u00e1t\u00fd den jsem ji na\u0161el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Le\u017eela pod stromem, nedaleko potoka. Klidn\u00e1. O\u010di zav\u0159en\u00e9, srst st\u00e1le leskl\u00e1, jako by spala. Kdybych nev\u011bd\u011bl, \u017ee u\u017e se neprobud\u00ed, myslel bych, \u017ee jen odpo\u010d\u00edv\u00e1 po dlouh\u00e9m b\u011bhu. Vypadala\u2026 \u0161\u0165astn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sedl jsem si vedle n\u00ed a dlouho jsem nemohl promluvit. Jen jsem ji hladil po hlav\u011b, naposledy. A v tu chv\u00edli mi hlavou b\u011b\u017eelo v\u0161echno \u2013 prvn\u00ed den, kdy jsem ji p\u0159ivezl dom\u016f, jej\u00ed prvn\u00ed noc, kdy se b\u00e1la bou\u0159ky a schovala se mi pod pe\u0159inu, v\u0161echny proch\u00e1zky, v\u0161echna l\u00e9ta, kdy mi d\u011blala spole\u010dnost, kdy\u017e bylo dob\u0159e i kdy\u017e bylo zle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Uv\u011bdomil jsem si, \u017ee neode\u0161la <em>jen ona<\/em>. Ode\u0161la \u010d\u00e1st m\u00e9ho ka\u017edodenn\u00edho \u017eivota. Zvuk tlapek po chodb\u011b. Rann\u00ed pohled, kter\u00fd \u0159\u00edk\u00e1: \u201ePoj\u010f ven.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Doma je te\u010f ticho. N\u011bkdy se p\u0159istihnu, \u017ee sah\u00e1m po vod\u00edtku, nebo \u017ee se ohl\u00e9dnu, kdy\u017e spadne n\u011bco na podlahu, v o\u010dek\u00e1v\u00e1n\u00ed, \u017ee tam bude ona \u2013 s hlavou naklon\u011bnou, s jazykem venku, p\u0159ipraven\u00e1 na dal\u0161\u00ed dobrodru\u017estv\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ale v\u00ed\u0161 co? Kdy\u017e zav\u0159u o\u010di, po\u0159\u00e1d ji vid\u00edm. B\u011b\u017e\u00ed p\u0159es tu louku, klacek v tlam\u011b, slunce j\u00ed sv\u00edt\u00ed na srst. A v\u00edm, \u017ee tam n\u011bkde je. Jen na jin\u00e9 stran\u011b plotu, kam se jednou zase vyd\u00e1m i j\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Tentokr\u00e1t se sice nevr\u00e1tila\u2026<br>Ale j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee a\u017e p\u0159ijde m\u016fj \u010das, <strong>ona bude ta prvn\u00ed, kdo se zase rozb\u011bhne ke mn\u011b.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Tentokr\u00e1t se nevr\u00e1tila. Bylo chladn\u00e9 podzimn\u00ed r\u00e1no, list\u00ed se lepilo na boty a tr\u00e1va byla je\u0161t\u011b vlhk\u00e1 od rann\u00ed rosy. 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