{"id":2434,"date":"2025-10-18T20:58:40","date_gmt":"2025-10-18T19:58:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2434"},"modified":"2025-10-18T20:58:42","modified_gmt":"2025-10-18T19:58:42","slug":"kdyz-mama-vytahla-ten-zvlastni-predmet-z-tatovy-zasuvky-citila-jsem-jak-mi-srdce-poskocilo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2434","title":{"rendered":"Kdy\u017e m\u00e1ma vyt\u00e1hla ten zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed p\u0159edm\u011bt z t\u00e1tovy z\u00e1suvky, c\u00edtila jsem, jak mi srdce posko\u010dilo."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Bylo to jedno z t\u011bch de\u0161tiv\u00fdch podzimn\u00edch odpoledn\u00ed, kdy se zd\u00e1, \u017ee cel\u00fd sv\u011bt ztichl a v\u0161echno star\u00e9 z minulosti se chce p\u0159ipomenout. Pom\u00e1hala jsem m\u00e1m\u011b ukl\u00edzet t\u00e1tovu pracovnu \u2014 poprv\u00e9 od jeho smrti. Uplynulo u\u017e osm m\u011bs\u00edc\u016f, ale ta m\u00edstnost jako by po\u0159\u00e1d d\u00fdchala jeho p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u00ed: v\u016fn\u00ed k\u00e1vy, stopami po jeho rukopisu, knihami rozh\u00e1zen\u00fdmi bez \u0159\u00e1du, jak to m\u011bl r\u00e1d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"682\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-89.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-2435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-89.png 682w, https:\/\/harcum.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/10\/image-89-200x300.png 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 682px) 100vw, 682px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Nebylo snadn\u00e9 tam b\u00fdt. Ani pro m\u011b, ani pro m\u00e1mu. Ka\u017ed\u00e1 propiska, ka\u017ed\u00fd pap\u00edr m\u011bl sv\u016fj p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh. Ale to, co jsme na\u0161ly, nebylo \u201ejen n\u011bco\u201c. To byl <strong>p\u0159edm\u011bt, kter\u00fd zm\u011bnil cel\u00fd m\u016fj pohled na n\u011bj.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Le\u017eel \u00fapln\u011b vzadu ve spodn\u00ed z\u00e1suvce psac\u00edho stolu, zabalen\u00fd do star\u00e9ho \u0161\u00e1tku. M\u00e1ma ho vyt\u00e1hla v\u00e1hav\u011b, jako by u\u017e jen dotyk toho kusu l\u00e1tky otev\u0159el n\u011bco, co m\u011blo z\u016fstat sp\u00e1t. Rozbalila ho pomalu \u2014 a v tu chv\u00edli mi <strong>srdce skute\u010dn\u011b posko\u010dilo<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Byl to <strong>mal\u00fd kovov\u00fd p\u0159edm\u011bt<\/strong>. N\u011bco mezi kapsl\u00ed, p\u0159\u00edv\u011bskem a kl\u00ed\u010denkou. M\u011bl na sob\u011b vyryt\u00e9 inici\u00e1ly, kter\u00e9 nebyly t\u00e1tovy. A na druh\u00e9 stran\u011b jemn\u011b za\u0161l\u00fd n\u00e1pis v jazyce, kter\u00fd jsem neznala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eTohle jsem nikdy p\u0159edt\u00edm nevid\u011bla,\u201c \u0159ekla m\u00e1ma ti\u0161e. Jej\u00ed o\u010di byly roz\u0161\u00ed\u0159en\u00e9, jako by se najednou vr\u00e1tila v \u010dase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>V\u011bd\u011bla jsem, \u017ee t\u00e1ta byl tajemn\u00fd typ. Nikdy nevypr\u00e1v\u011bl o sv\u00e9m d\u011btstv\u00ed. O v\u00e1lce, o sv\u00e9m otci, kter\u00e9ho jsme nikdy nepoznaly. Tvrdil, \u017ee to nen\u00ed d\u016fle\u017eit\u00e9. \u017de \u017eije p\u0159\u00edtomnost\u00ed. Ale tenhle p\u0159edm\u011bt\u2026 <strong>to byl kl\u00ed\u010d.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dal\u0161\u00ed hodiny jsme str\u00e1vily v knih\u00e1ch, na internetu, ve star\u00fdch fotoalbech. Objevily jsme, \u017ee symbol na kovu pat\u0159\u00ed jedn\u00e9 <strong>odbojov\u00e9 skupin\u011b<\/strong>, kter\u00e1 p\u016fsobila v zahrani\u010d\u00ed b\u011bhem totality. A jm\u00e9no na kapsli? Bylo to jm\u00e9no jeho star\u0161\u00edho bratra \u2014 o kter\u00e9m nikdo v rodin\u011b nemluvil. V\u017edycky jsme si mysleli, \u017ee byl jen v zahrani\u010d\u00ed. Nikdo netu\u0161il, \u017ee zem\u0159el p\u0159i pokusu p\u0159ekro\u010dit hranice v roce 1983.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>T\u00e1ta o n\u011bm nikdy nemluvil. Mo\u017en\u00e1 proto, \u017ee vina a bolest byly p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 siln\u00e9. Mo\u017en\u00e1 proto, \u017ee sliby dan\u00e9 mrtv\u00fdm se t\u011b\u017eko poru\u0161uj\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kdy\u017e jsem dr\u017eela ten p\u0159edm\u011bt v ruce, najednou jsem ch\u00e1pala jeho ticho, jeho pohledy do pr\u00e1zdna, jeho ob\u010dasnou melancholii u sklenky v\u00edna. Ch\u00e1pala jsem, <strong>pro\u010d tolik v\u011bc\u00ed zaml\u010del<\/strong>. Ne proto, \u017ee necht\u011bl mluvit \u2014 ale proto\u017ee n\u011bkter\u00e9 p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhy jsou tak t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9, \u017ee slova nesta\u010d\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve\u010der jsme polo\u017eily kapsli na polici vedle jeho fotografie. A od toho dne se t\u00e1tova minulost stala sou\u010d\u00e1st\u00ed na\u0161\u00ed p\u0159\u00edtomnosti. U\u017e to nebyl jen mu\u017e, kter\u00fd psal knihy a miloval k\u00e1vu. Byl to bratr, syn, mu\u017e, kter\u00fd p\u0159e\u017eil v\u00edc, ne\u017e jsme si kdy dok\u00e1zaly p\u0159edstavit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A ten zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00ed p\u0159edm\u011bt?<br>Z mal\u00e9ho kusu kovu se stal <strong>nejcenn\u011bj\u0161\u00ed p\u0159edm\u011bt v dom\u011b.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Bylo to jedno z t\u011bch de\u0161tiv\u00fdch podzimn\u00edch odpoledn\u00ed, kdy se zd\u00e1, \u017ee cel\u00fd sv\u011bt ztichl a v\u0161echno star\u00e9 z minulosti se chce p\u0159ipomenout. \n<a class=\"moretag\" href=\"https:\/\/harcum.am\/?p=2434\"> [...]<\/a>","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":2435,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2434","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-news"],"views":1172,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2434","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2434"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2434\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2436,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2434\/revisions\/2436"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/2435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2434"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2434"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/harcum.am\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2434"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}